Man, I should not have searched 'Colorado snowpack 2026' before bed. Woof.

I'm trying to set up an old laptop with an egpu as effectively a steam machine. I had it mostly working at some point and now the egpu simply refuses to connect. Hopefully I will get it working sometime this week lol

I've worked through a lot of feelings of shame about my sexuality, but I think I've only really managed to convince myself that sexuality is cool and good only if literally no one perceives that I do or feel it. Which probably isn't the best conclusion

I sometimes find it motivating to imagine what the coolest, best version of myself would do in a situation and strive towards that. Unfortunately I think the act is somewhat uncool itself, I'm sure the cool me wouldn't care though

I think the last round of therapy did actually help me with the things that made me regularly feel like shit, but I feel like I am still pretty socially dysfunctional, I'm just less upset about it

It's a shame I both suck at and am terrified of starting relationships, because I've really enjoyed and been pretty good at the ones I've gotten in

Having people that now me in real life follow my other account makes me too anxious to post, so I made this account, maybe I'll even use it