ough the compression

I know this is probably supposed to be about Squishy but I feel like this applies to me as well

I m a fucking mess

I care about way more than I should especially cuz you’re a stranger and a shitty person just fuck you, you’re a talented person (or at the very least people always say you do) and you‘ve basically influenced my art and I wish I could just stop thinking about you

maybe with your family issues it shouldve be obvious to me, but, why are you like this.

i don’t even know what to say anymore, like yeah I hate you but like god i somehow ended with this weirdass form of hate I can’t properly describe. Idfk why Im even writing we never interact like at all and a friend told me not to

you know maybe it would’ve been better if you never returned from your 2024 breakdown. I dont fucking get why I or several other people (why do you have this effect on people) have this obsession with you

More, also might just discard Jenkin