Once a jony
@jonybigoudi.bsky.social
Recollections, reflections and diary of a lost soul craving for connection
Apparemment, dans le monde des ex auto-proclamées 100% bienveillantes, c'est tout-à-fait ok de dire à sa fille que depuis qu'elle passe plus de temps avec son père, elle devient méchante...
July 9, 2025 at 7:38 AM
Apparemment, dans le monde des ex auto-proclamées 100% bienveillantes, c'est tout-à-fait ok de dire à sa fille que depuis qu'elle passe plus de temps avec son père, elle devient méchante...
Quand ton ex répète sans cesse avoir toujours été bienveillante, c'est exactement comme quand Trump est persuadé de mériter le prix nobel de la paix
July 3, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Quand ton ex répète sans cesse avoir toujours été bienveillante, c'est exactement comme quand Trump est persuadé de mériter le prix nobel de la paix
My daughter's present for mother's day after a week..
No doubt she'll pretend that's because she's not a materialist..
No doubt she'll pretend that's because she's not a materialist..
May 21, 2025 at 8:13 AM
My daughter's present for mother's day after a week..
No doubt she'll pretend that's because she's not a materialist..
No doubt she'll pretend that's because she's not a materialist..
“The culmination of love is grief, and yet we love despite the inevitable. We open our hearts to it.”
May 20, 2025 at 7:02 AM
“The culmination of love is grief, and yet we love despite the inevitable. We open our hearts to it.”
Don't be sorry
Be better
Be better
May 13, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Don't be sorry
Be better
Be better
Manipulation is when they focus on how you reacted instead of how they treated you
May 8, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Manipulation is when they focus on how you reacted instead of how they treated you
Just a reminder to myself
Extinction is an opportunity. A way for a particule of life to fight back and adapt. And become wiser.
#deathstranding
Extinction is an opportunity. A way for a particule of life to fight back and adapt. And become wiser.
#deathstranding
April 29, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Just a reminder to myself
Extinction is an opportunity. A way for a particule of life to fight back and adapt. And become wiser.
#deathstranding
Extinction is an opportunity. A way for a particule of life to fight back and adapt. And become wiser.
#deathstranding
Apparently, as a kid, becoming good at performing mandatory tasks and chores had 2 goals: not being hit or abused but also hoping to be loved. Hoping perfection would draw attention and care.
April 10, 2025 at 3:13 PM
Apparently, as a kid, becoming good at performing mandatory tasks and chores had 2 goals: not being hit or abused but also hoping to be loved. Hoping perfection would draw attention and care.
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
March 23, 2025 at 3:27 AM
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
"Don't confuse my personality with my attitude. My personality is who I am, and my attitude depends on who you are."
March 22, 2025 at 5:51 PM
"Don't confuse my personality with my attitude. My personality is who I am, and my attitude depends on who you are."
Best thing I've learnt today:
I'm attracted to women who will neglect me, reject me, flee their responsibilities, and put the blame on me..
Just because my mother was like that.
lol
I'm attracted to women who will neglect me, reject me, flee their responsibilities, and put the blame on me..
Just because my mother was like that.
lol
March 20, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Best thing I've learnt today:
I'm attracted to women who will neglect me, reject me, flee their responsibilities, and put the blame on me..
Just because my mother was like that.
lol
I'm attracted to women who will neglect me, reject me, flee their responsibilities, and put the blame on me..
Just because my mother was like that.
lol
If there is a part of you that wants to hurt me, to say mean things to me, maybe you can ask yourself what it says about you, what triggered this mechanism, and for what purpose?
Sometime, what we say to people reveals what we think about ourselves.
Sometime, what we say to people reveals what we think about ourselves.
March 7, 2025 at 1:28 AM
If there is a part of you that wants to hurt me, to say mean things to me, maybe you can ask yourself what it says about you, what triggered this mechanism, and for what purpose?
Sometime, what we say to people reveals what we think about ourselves.
Sometime, what we say to people reveals what we think about ourselves.
Having the blood of demons in my veins
Being adopted by a powerful and protective fatherly figure
Feeling unconditionally loved and accepted
Living without regrets, acting before thinking
Looking for an answer to the question:
Do I even deserve being born?
#onepiece
#whitebeard
#portgasDace
Being adopted by a powerful and protective fatherly figure
Feeling unconditionally loved and accepted
Living without regrets, acting before thinking
Looking for an answer to the question:
Do I even deserve being born?
#onepiece
#whitebeard
#portgasDace
February 25, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Having the blood of demons in my veins
Being adopted by a powerful and protective fatherly figure
Feeling unconditionally loved and accepted
Living without regrets, acting before thinking
Looking for an answer to the question:
Do I even deserve being born?
#onepiece
#whitebeard
#portgasDace
Being adopted by a powerful and protective fatherly figure
Feeling unconditionally loved and accepted
Living without regrets, acting before thinking
Looking for an answer to the question:
Do I even deserve being born?
#onepiece
#whitebeard
#portgasDace
Saw my neighbour in the hallway this morning.
They are recovering from a 3 weeks coma after a serious head injury. But their first question was: are you really ok? You lost some weight...
And I thought: when can I be aware of my surroundings or notice subtle changes?
It makes me so sad to be me.
They are recovering from a 3 weeks coma after a serious head injury. But their first question was: are you really ok? You lost some weight...
And I thought: when can I be aware of my surroundings or notice subtle changes?
It makes me so sad to be me.
February 19, 2025 at 7:30 AM
Saw my neighbour in the hallway this morning.
They are recovering from a 3 weeks coma after a serious head injury. But their first question was: are you really ok? You lost some weight...
And I thought: when can I be aware of my surroundings or notice subtle changes?
It makes me so sad to be me.
They are recovering from a 3 weeks coma after a serious head injury. But their first question was: are you really ok? You lost some weight...
And I thought: when can I be aware of my surroundings or notice subtle changes?
It makes me so sad to be me.
Spent the morning crying and setting up a bumble BFF account only to realise only 5 people are looking for friends in my 80'000 people area..
Do you still need to sell you body to make some friends and connection?
Where do you go when nothing goes?
Do you still need to sell you body to make some friends and connection?
Where do you go when nothing goes?
February 12, 2025 at 10:33 AM
Spent the morning crying and setting up a bumble BFF account only to realise only 5 people are looking for friends in my 80'000 people area..
Do you still need to sell you body to make some friends and connection?
Where do you go when nothing goes?
Do you still need to sell you body to make some friends and connection?
Where do you go when nothing goes?
@frankandersonmd.bsky.social
if you ever read this, please consider adopting me before I'm no more around.
if you ever read this, please consider adopting me before I'm no more around.
February 12, 2025 at 10:28 AM
@frankandersonmd.bsky.social
if you ever read this, please consider adopting me before I'm no more around.
if you ever read this, please consider adopting me before I'm no more around.
To be refused to choose your own death
Just forced to wait for what comes next..
Just forced to wait for what comes next..
February 11, 2025 at 1:21 PM
To be refused to choose your own death
Just forced to wait for what comes next..
Just forced to wait for what comes next..
Do you feel lonely when you sell flowers and love to everyone?
February 9, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Do you feel lonely when you sell flowers and love to everyone?
i'm a tree that grows hearts
one for each that you take
one for each that you take
February 9, 2025 at 1:19 AM
i'm a tree that grows hearts
one for each that you take
one for each that you take
What if the last 2 people you have and trust can't give you what you need
What if you need way more support than what you can get
What if you can't really wait until you learn to rely on yourself only
What if you're not even sure of who you are, your type, your trauma
Will wandering ever cease?
What if you need way more support than what you can get
What if you can't really wait until you learn to rely on yourself only
What if you're not even sure of who you are, your type, your trauma
Will wandering ever cease?
February 8, 2025 at 3:24 AM
What if the last 2 people you have and trust can't give you what you need
What if you need way more support than what you can get
What if you can't really wait until you learn to rely on yourself only
What if you're not even sure of who you are, your type, your trauma
Will wandering ever cease?
What if you need way more support than what you can get
What if you can't really wait until you learn to rely on yourself only
What if you're not even sure of who you are, your type, your trauma
Will wandering ever cease?
Yesterday I dreamed of a different future
In harmony
Will you hear it?
Will I talk about it?
In harmony
Will you hear it?
Will I talk about it?
February 6, 2025 at 9:08 AM
Yesterday I dreamed of a different future
In harmony
Will you hear it?
Will I talk about it?
In harmony
Will you hear it?
Will I talk about it?
February 4, 2025 at 1:05 PM
And I broke a home
And now it's time to live/leave...
And now it's time to live/leave...
February 3, 2025 at 11:35 AM
And I broke a home
And now it's time to live/leave...
And now it's time to live/leave...