its weird and upsetting, not that i dont love persona 5 and the community im apart of but idk, i just feel really disconnected from everything and i dont want to be

but i cant do anything about it, i cant put myself out there, actually write anything for it or talk to anyone about them, it feels almost the same as it does with the far older fandoms i feel that beloved connection to that have no actual community spaces

a wip i forgot to add to this post...

very poetic how they keep disconnecting

aint even akeshu or shuake its just me wrecking these boys individually bc its what they deserve

my tastes are crazy so i gotta write more crazy shit NOW

me: i aint gonna write porn anymore bc its exhausting
me randomly trying to sleep: i need to destroy boypussy again

doesnt help that people assume im a man and dont want to engage with me bc i look cis

shout out to having no in person relationships

im not going to twist myself into pieces to appease your bullshit policies, if i cant get to work i dont work, i set my availability for a reason i dont care if you dont accept it thats what it is

literally the only reason people shop there is bc other stores with as much variety cost more and the stores that dont dont have /everything/ someone would need, oh and they destroyed the economy of local businesses because they built their bullshit everywhere

your policies and shit already sucked, your floors are stupid your locked cases just make everyones lives easier and your stores suck ass

like who tf would want to work somewhere that says no you wont get a fixed schedule you HAVE to always be available and also you cant work fulltime without working up to that only part time to start out, PEOPLE CANT AFFORD TO LIVE MOSR OF YOUR EMPLOYEES ARE ALREADY ON SNAP

imagine employing a ton of students, parents and people who require specific schedules due to life event or rides and then saying "actually fuck all of you you have to be available all the time or we'll fire you" good luck finding people to hire

walmart if you see this fuck you