Ngl I've been horribly depressed for the last 2 days and this made me laugh so hard I think it actively pulled me out.

I guess saying this is the result of me feeling like I'm dying inside and not wanting to burden anyone with what's really going on in my head and I don't expect anyone to actually see this but I needed to say it somewhere until it all goes away for a while probably tomorrow.

And I just don't know how I'm supposed to continue like this.

I forgot she was wearing a white dress during this moment. To everyone's benefit.

I was... shocked lol.

I've seen the theory that she's really just there to be murdered and it's also why the feeds don't start until Sunday but knowing Rachel I won't be surprised if she's at least a lock for jury.

But I wanna.