god I just know my dad is going to text me sometime in the next week and I’m already so tired

thanks pals, I appreciate that, I’m properly emotionally and physically knackered. x

on the bus with a child and mum listening to a Christmas playlist blaring

I don’t think she’s a bad parent I think she’s a bad person!!!!! shut up!!

it was £86 a ticket (criminal) x

ok that was insanely easy

he’s such a good boy

he’s had a gabapentin and he’s taken himself to bed, I’m about to ruin his evening (and mine)

this is us 🫶🏻

yes I think it’s good actually. x

I have to

▪️pay the bill the electrician sent me
▪️take the recycling out
▪️email my dermatologist
▪️read the letter my estranged dad sent me 18 months ago
▪️vacuum
▪️sort of several online orders that need to be returned

innit? at first I was like “oh cute!”

then immediately was like… starting a new job? without all my things? not even my own bed? 😭😭😭

and I hate to fly

I’m sure it’ll be grand, and it’ll be in either Budapest or Tallinn and I’ve never been to either of those places so that’ll be good maybe

also very sad because I love my little cat and would love to have him with me for all three things 💔

he’s so nice

I have to go to my grandad’s funeral in Dundee next week, the go back to Scotland for Christmas and then for unknown reasons my new job does onboarding in Europe, despite their HQ being in London?

all 3 of these things are extremely stressful, I have to do all of them and find cat sitter

I’m in an uber rn that’s gonna cost £24.85 before tip and if the public infrastructure was actually working I’d have been home in 30 minutes for like £2.30

I hate it here