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just random account made to dump personal thoughts and feelings to the void or whoever wants to listen
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Believe yourself, believe your words, believe your choices made you strong
yay I passed
September 16, 2025 at 3:02 PM
I'm nervous, I'm about to do my citizenship interview...

I practiced a lot so it should be fine... but I'm still super nervous
September 12, 2025 at 4:41 PM
a friend wrote this for thor and I thought it was a sweet sentiment:

Thor has returned to valhalla where he can brawl and fight birds and cats for eternity

Do not mourn his death, but celebrate it as he has moved on to a better place

I smiled and then cried :(
May 14, 2025 at 3:07 PM
I miss Thor :(
May 14, 2025 at 3:05 PM
I'm starting to understand how life can just break people without them doing anything wrong.

just everything goes wrong, and even when not everything goes wrong it just hammers away at you until you're broken.

these past year and a half has taught me that
May 14, 2025 at 1:35 AM
when it rains it pours :(
May 11, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Believe yourself, believe your words, believe your choices made you strong
May 11, 2025 at 11:45 PM
AI should have been a tool for creators... not the creator's bosses.
February 25, 2025 at 4:01 PM
been a while since I posted, been a bit deadge working q__q, but I'm glad I got a job and I should probably be back to doing more hobby stuff once I get used to the pace at work
February 24, 2025 at 4:24 PM
first day of work today!
January 27, 2025 at 2:07 PM
tomorrow is my first day of work! last day of lazying around all day.
January 26, 2025 at 4:47 PM
first day at my new job on monday but came to visit the offices today to pick up my laptop (I'm remote).

it's a nice place, way nicer than my old job's office and yet they're not obsessed with having people in the office
January 23, 2025 at 5:07 PM
I fucking did ot finally got a job
January 15, 2025 at 5:42 AM
maybe there's some hope for me?
January 7, 2025 at 2:21 PM
the words I got from the truly valuable people I worked with make me feel hopeful
January 2, 2025 at 2:32 PM
good fucking riddance 2024
January 1, 2025 at 7:03 AM
I can see now why interviewing in December is not cool, you just interview and then don't hear back from anyone cause they're all in vacations
December 26, 2024 at 3:25 PM
I woke up with my stomach in shambles at least I'm no longer vomiting, wtf was that
December 16, 2024 at 10:02 PM
it feels weird but I hate going out on weekends sometimes because my whole weekend feels lost and so I won't get to rest until next weekend, and then next weekend I have a Christmas party so it'll be at least 2 weeks before I get any rest
December 15, 2024 at 2:17 AM
another interview for a worse position, but I'm kinda desperate, I need to look out for my family, If I end up getting an offer here I'll try to get promoted within the year, if not I'll look for a better position a year after that...

sounds shitty but I gotta do what's best for me and my family
December 12, 2024 at 8:39 PM
I think the interview went well, I was decently prepared this time around
December 11, 2024 at 6:22 AM
another interview today, I'm nervous as usual :(
December 10, 2024 at 3:21 PM
my family loves over sharing with people at random ;___;
December 8, 2024 at 2:24 AM
interesting that I'm getting interviews on December usually it's really dead, I wonder if a lot of companies ended up missing a lot of candidates.

probably trying to low-ball devs, and ending up not getting anyone in time.
December 5, 2024 at 5:52 PM