Take your time. The drive will come back but you just went through an emotionally devastating experience. It's exhausting to say the least. Definitely not the time to force it unless it's a good way of getting your mind off of it for a bit. Try to be kind to yourself for the next lil bit. *Hugs*

Focus on the people who accept you even with your diaper fetish :3

I could live only wearing Terry's shirts lol

Haven't tried it for pour-over just yet .. but maybe I'll do that now lol

Mine's in Obsidian, too!

It's pretty neat! A lil different from espresso; if this was like chicken broth, then espresso is more like stock. It's suuuper fast and easy. Puck prep is more forgiving than espresso too

Made with my new toy, the Oxo Rapid Brewer!

I've been using a zettelkasten for a couple years, which takes a synthesis that you make then divorces it from the author's original context, placing it into the context of the other information you've put into the system. Very time consuming but has made info a lot more actionable for me.

Waiting for My Rocket to Come - Jason Mraz
Shadow Theater - Tigran Hamasyan
Brand New Eyes - Paramore
22, A Million - Bon Iver
Terraformer - Thank You Scientist

I'm so sorry Bobby

The euphoria I feel when I tell myself

"You're not a man, you're a ✨Diaper Boy✨"

But I'll settle for Boy in mixed company hehe

One of the primary things pushing me away from a career in my current job where 24/7 is impossible, tbf. Despite me working for one of the most stable employers in my field. It's certainly got some other drawbacks but I think keeping me out of diapers is becoming a bridge too far, for me.

But anyway..

I'm gonna be stuck with this deep intense love of diapers for the rest of my life, so I might as well tailor my life to completely embrace it and leverage it as a positive thing, yeah? I gotta get back to 24/7.

Maybe in part cause my bladder doesn't fill up nearly as full and I just kinda dribble frequently when I'm in diapers for long periods.. The feeling of needing to pee stops reaching urgent levels and becomes something much more subtle and mundane at the borders of my awareness..

It's *so much fun* and it makes me feel affirmed and warm n fuzzy and, yeah, incredibly horny. I'm thinking about diapers a lot rn hehehehe

The longer I'm back in em, I'll mellow out and get back to quiet serenity in my head that is way harder to achieve outside 24/7.

I just got done with the second lightest period of diaper usage since I was 12 (only wore about 15 in the past 5 months due to a work trip that kept me out of em except for 2 wks), and I'm kinda in a binge phase rn. Been in diapers since I got home with no signs of slowing!

Like *not* being in diapers is a negative for my mental well-being cause I hyperfixate and miss them, and when I'm in them for long periods I can start thinking about them *less* and my brain can idle with less intrusive thoughts.

Well to be fair, this is how I'm learning about it having an AI feature and I've used it daily for the past 4ish years. So seems pretty easy to ignore from my usage!