don't think constantly having to come out and beg people to give up their existing SL past times to revive my now decade old idea for a fantasy city bi-yearly so that I can fuck off and do RL shit and make you do all the work is any kind of sensible way to be, you know?

if it STILL doesn't work out. So that's it. It needs to stop. I am not gonna let myself be that delusional person having to beg for people to "fund my SL" over and over again. Id rather just let it go and move on and be a big boy about it. If you're frustrated with me I get it. I would be. But I -

over AGAIN. And I'm not willing to do that. Im sorry for anyone's hurt feelings and I wish I could make it better but I can't see a path forward for it without magically finding time to organize and risk spending even MORE of peoples time and energy (and money) and piling on more guilt for myself-

Its closing down because I'm spread thin as a wafer and don't wanna waste anyone's time anymore. It is what it is. Also half the bespoke build is meshed by someone who doesn't play SL anymore so Im kinda screwed if I wanna do anything with it. Id have to start-

most sims a support network of people who work well together is what keeps engagement. When you don't have that all you have is your pretty build and if that's not enough then....welp. The magic fizzles out. So no its not closing down because I can't afford it. (Been out of pocket for a year)

appreciate people for wanting to come out in support and throw money and offers of free sim land to me as a way to "save" Palmwood. I prefer people understand the reality. That being that I'm all alone on this project and I can't sustain it by my bootstraps anymore so its....done. For-

prepare those social events and gatherings, they don't happen. And I don't have time to do that. I have a full time (and a half) job. I have to move again irl soon. I have friends and family who miss me because I'm always at my job. I have mental health to take care of because I'm human. While I -

the problem. The problem is that Palmwood is me. I am Palmwood. 🎵 I'm the problem it's me 🎶. I never *wanted* that to be the case but here we are. Palmwood was built originally with community engagement in mind. Multiple locations for fun, events, social gatherings etc. When I don't organize and-

Your boyfriend 😙

And a boy!