when i speak out…it’s like i’m gaslighted or i gaslight myself bc idk what’s real or in my head. ..do these people actually care about me..am i exaggerating? do i have the wrong people in my life? !

i’m just praying to God to make these people love me and i’m probably gonna end up alone.

Makes me feel like i’m better off alone. Maybe then i won’t be hurt. lonely, but not hurt.

Actually no, another thing that sucks is that the people you want to tell “I told you so” either aren’t even paying attention, don’t care, or don’t understand what’s happening.

??

If you “think” then my assumption right lol

lmao i’m surprised more fights don’t be happening in person at basketball games 😭

lmao i do NOT wanna get suspended dealing with them fans