average med school experience ig

i LOVE being burnt out !!! thanks autism !!! /s

i cant believe it like !!!! what the fuck 😭

the tax agency sends me my new identification number soon too 😭

i swear they lied to me bc why did they tell me it was another 3 months wait 😭😭

gotta do some more legal stuff before it's complete, but by like december ????? new gender marker ????? 😭

i figured after having a headache just about every day for the past 2 months, it was time to pull the brakes, so i dont end up dropping out again 😭

🫂🫂

in all seriousness though, i just need like 2 weeks of no responsibility. just let me bedrot in peace

this shit is so exhasting yall

they really are your worst enemy sometimes!! but i also think it's very easy to get addicted to it bc it plays into the reward systems in the brain, and once that happens, it's hard to kick it :/

it's kinda crazy that we discussed the dangers and trauma an eating disorder puts someone through, and my dumbass brain thinks it should emulate that again like ????? bro shut up