It was difficult and troublesome to have this habit.
But now I've made a real effort to quit.
I have stopped explaining that I am trans on the phone.
Because I don't need to anymore.
I have gone through voice training, raised my voice in pitch, and killed the resonance in the speech.
This is good.

I have been waiting for 18 months and 22 days.
Not that I count.
It's 572 days.....
I pay for the help I get by going to another EU country and seeing doctors there who give me support and medicines.
But I don't know when Swedish care will help me.
If it will help me.
Everything is just a wait...