Feel like I'm getting two books for the price of one. Because going over what [redacted] said at the start, knowing [redacted] and the reveal that [redacted] [redacted] [redacted]? It's art. And I loved not working out all of the twists in advance but realising the clues were there all along

Usually I can manage to a bit live during the day, and today would have been the middle hour. For reasons it didn't happen.

Which is why I'm crying at home and not in the office and I guess that's a good thing? Bless you for providing the space and the platform for those who clearly needed it today

And that you make choices that future you will be proud of.

And I swear this little thread has no hidden meaning or moral on a wider scale, it's just one burned out girlie who slipped back into thinking she had to fix and change the world and be perfect while doing it beating herself up over it all... just saying that I hope y'all are being kind to yourself

Thing is, when looking back at all the steps which got me here I know that I recognised at the time where it could lead. But I still did it thinking that it would be fine.

Spoiler: it almost wasn't.

I have burned myself out to the point where I couldn't deal with an issue and I did that to myself.