I live without him because I have to
But I don't know how to
As I move from numb to angry to sad and back again
Nothing is the same without him.

My first cat passed alone. I didn't know she was close, and regretted this very much. I always knew I would choose at-home euth for Whiskey if needed. But now I feel wrecked with guilt that I didn't fight harder for him. Why didn't I try another form of Tramadol? Why didn't I give him more time?

When you wake up in the middle of the night relaxed, then you remember he's gone...it feels like the hurt is all around me and through me.

I spent so much time with Whiskey, and yet it didn't feel like enough. I try to remember that love is imperfect, and there is a limited amount of time to give to anything/one. But it's still painful to think about.

I loved Whiskey with everything in me. The love we have for pets is so pure and unique, freely pouring out affection knowing that they won't break our hearts the way humans often do.

Whiskey, my absolute love and greatest comfort, passed away at home at 1:59pm yesterday on the laps of his mom and dad. He was 19 years old. The loss of his presence is tremendous. His intelligence, strong will and affection inspired me every day. All that I want right now is to feel his purr.

“The most proximate cause of contemporary tuberculosis deaths is not M. tuberculosis, but Homo sapiens”

@johngreensbluesky.bsky.social on why the U.S. withdrawal of foreign aid for fighting diseases like tuberculosis will haunt us

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What percentage of men are only religious in an attempt to control women?

Hearing reports that Musk’s cronies are targeting NOAA — infiltrating key systems and locking out career employees.

NOAA is vital for weather forecasting, scientific research and more. Their critical work saves lives.

My team and I are looking into this and we will not stand for it.

House Democrats made an unsuccessful attempt to subpoena billionaire Elon Musk to testify about his efforts to radically reshape the federal government, only to be blocked by Republicans.

Omw to a playoff party dressed like my favorite player

Another day, another nightmare.

I feel a deep despair for this country like never before.

Facebook deactivated.

Trying our best

Facebook devolved for me when they offered emoji responses that included the crying, sad, and laughing faces, then it started showing me random posts by entities I don't follow. I feel surrounded by ignorant aholes on there.

Maybe one day I'll enjoy social media again. I mostly find it exhausting.