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jenndola.bsky.social
Blue-Haired Socialist
@jenndola.bsky.social
Reclusive but wildly lovable drug nerd, queen of snark, feminist killjoy, battleaxe bi. Mom to kids and cats. She/they.

Rumor has it I'm a goddamned delight.
Sorry about that! 😬
March 29, 2025 at 4:53 AM
I really appreciate it ❤️
March 23, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Thank you ❤️
March 23, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Thank you, my friend. I miss you.
March 23, 2025 at 5:27 AM
And I wonder why I have anxiety 😂
March 23, 2025 at 4:58 AM
🥹
March 23, 2025 at 4:54 AM
Me too. I'm hoping the CT scan results give me a bit more peace of mind.
March 23, 2025 at 4:51 AM
Thanks, my friend.
March 23, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Thank you ❤️
March 23, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Thank you. I appreciate it.
March 23, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Thank you ❤️
March 23, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Thank you ❤️
March 23, 2025 at 4:29 AM
That's what I'm hoping. Either way, I do prefer caution over ignorance in the long run.
March 23, 2025 at 3:05 AM
If you've read this far, thanks for sticking with me. I really do imagine I'll be fine. The what-is are just hard.
March 23, 2025 at 1:29 AM
I'm on a prednisone taper prednisone for a lupus flare (had a supplemental oxygen day last week), so as you can imagine, my mood is a bit... Let's call it "labile."
March 23, 2025 at 1:28 AM
But this... This is different. When I allow myself to think about it, the fear is oppressive. I googled a bit last night after I got home from the ENT and it was not great, so I listened to an audio book until I finally passed out from sheer exhaustion.
March 23, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I've dealt with so many health issues in my life. To be honest, I kind of thought I was past fear of medical shit because things keep happening and I'm still here. Clearly I cannot be killed.
March 23, 2025 at 1:24 AM
Long story short, I'll be getting a head & neck CT within the next week and we have a full excision surgery planned for May. I'm trying to hold tightly to the whole "benign biopsy" thing, but I'm scared.
March 23, 2025 at 1:21 AM
I called and asked the office for 3 tablets of norco and they made it weird. I'm all for opioid stewardship, but good lord. Check the database. I haven't filled a narcotic since 2021.
March 7, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Thank you. I'm sure I'm fine - I just didn't need MORE health stress, you know?
February 27, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Thank you, my friend. ❤️
February 27, 2025 at 4:35 PM