and the interesting things is left hand dominance is not the hard part, the hard part is my right hand doing the things my left hand used to do not the other way around

gotta come up with an analogy he’d get.

“say you take your car to the shop and hear a loud clang and ask the mechanic hey wtf, and the mechanic goes “i’ve only ever worked on hondas for the past 28years and this is a ferrari, i don’t know what im doing” do you think you’d like that response??”

and you know it’s kind of like the definition of the word so that’s what i’m working up against.

i say yeah it would be nice, and then i turn it back on and then he’s annoyed like he’s gotta sacrifice his needs for me when the fucking light was on first and we’re eating fucking dinner

and my sister and mom are the only ones who care to notice that it annoyed me and sister (cause she’s allowed to behave however she wants) goes “WHAT THE FUCK DAD” and he’s all “what? what?” and my sister goes “she can’t see” and my dad in an effort to be right asks me “do you need that light on??”

other day we were having dinner and my dad asked me to turn the light off that was by me cause it was causing glare in the tv and i kind of hesitated cause like i need to see my fucking food, and my mom is like can you see jemma and my dad is like, she’s fine and i kinda just like shrug it off

i love my dad, when he’s good he’s great but when he’s not good i just literally don’t want to be around him and i’m realizing he is the whole crux of the tension i have with my family.

realizing the beef i have with my sister is from when she acts like him and i wonder where she picked that up hmm

i’ve been doing this thing where when he arrogantly speaks on some random thing he thinks he knows instead of getting into it with him, i just let him be wrong.. just let him be embarrassingly wrong about random shit, idk if that’s good but it sure feels better than trying to fix him

yeah teeth crumblin’

oh just in my dreams, i think

sometimes i wake up and my jaw does hurt though so maybe im not only doing it in my dream oopsie

uh oh i’ve been having them consistently forever whoops

had teeth dreams consistently literally my whole life

yeah i do this weird thing where i contort my jaw and it gets stuck cause of my teeth overlapping and binding weird

phonics is great, but not great enough to give me words big enough to describe the hate

it’s a metaphor for how lost in the dark the next generation is as their only consumable media is short form video

YAY PICTURES !!!!

“heeey kids ! words are just silly little things that are cute to look at just get creative and have fun !”

bitch who doesn’t know what three-cueing is: oh hm let me look this up

bitch who just learned what three-cueing is:

bitch who doesn’t know what three-cueing is: oh hm let me look this up

bitch who just learned what three-cueing is: