the best thing i’ve done for myself is to not have twt directly on my home screen so im not inclined to actually press it and look— i have to actively search for it if i wanna open it LOL (it’s the only way to soft block myself from it and it works)

SOBS ME TOO GENUINELY

“but shark if you hate it why don’t you delete it” THE ART IS GOOD AND I LIKE DISPLAYING GOOD ART ON MY ITTY BITTY SCREEN TO WAKE UP TO EVERY MORNING

YEEEAAASSGAGD im watching a gameplay of it but GOD THE WRITING IS AMAZINF EEGHD

like unfortunately yeah artists i like do post on there only, and it’s lowkey the only way i can get nice quality photos of their work to save as backgrounds but god,,,,, god i hate scrolling that site can yall pls gets tumblr or something LMAO

YESSS ANOTHER DISPATCH ENJOYERRR !!!!!

we get close, have a laugh, a bond, a silly moment and then it’s nothing. because what ?? what of it ??? get. a fucking grip. i’m done.

i’m tired. so. so fucking tired of it. why. it’s gonna happen regardless, but fucking why anyways ??

“busy” my ass, “social battery is out” my fucking ass, i’m not a fucking idiot ?? i’m not stupid so why treat me as such

is it something im doing ??? and why wont these people just tell me what the god damn issue is instead of this fuckass ghosting bullshit

like idk man i thought i was done dealing with these kinds of people— how is it theyre still in my fucking circle somehow

GOD anyways very long rant abt this weird art slump im in, and im just gonna keep drawing things until i figure something out CHEERS

i’m drawing things i wanna draw, things that i like, things that i enjoy— and im trying to figure out what made it so fun before, bc somehow i lost it somewhere along the way GAAAHHGHGH

but now i’m just ??? my brain is like “hmm okay next drawing then” AS IF ITS A TASK !??! THATS NOT GOOD !!!!!!

but rn i’m just like,,, fuck dude LMAO i like what i’m drawing but i stare at it long enough and im like “..okay now what?” WHICH I DIDNT DO BEFORE i used to be so damn excited to see the outcome !!! i used to be so ecstatic to see how it finished compared to what i thought it would look like !!!