I'm more afraid of you than you are of me

Idk. At least I get to keep my money now. Listening to him talk shit about women and then telling people to ignore global affairs because God is the solution and knowing I have to give him money at the end of his garbage service actually ruined the whole day for me every time

How many times did that pastor say some version of "women are whores" and all the women are giggling like his misogyny is just the funniest thing ever you guys are so fucking irritating. Stand up for yourself. If even one of you did he'd probably stop

Or "everyone can share their journey whenever they're comfortable" followed by the longest pause ever but too bad 4 U cause powering through awkward silences and subtle jabs is my superpower you straight up can't make me talk if I don't want to

Their weird fucking negging (?) when they asked me where I traveled last week (cause I must have been far far away if I didn't come to church). or that "everyone should come to our financial meeting" cause I'm not committing to a fucking tithe.

They're gonna say I'm possessed by demons when I say I don't want to go anymore but like whatever that's not my problem. But I hope they don't take it out on my mom

It could also just be that these people were a bad example of the religion. And it makes me wonder what people in other religions sound like cause the whole my religion is the true religion is definitely not exclusive to Christianity (but it's probably the best example)

I love my mother so I tried it with an open heart but I've gone through too much of my life to suddenly start accepting faith as the sole explanation for things that just definitely have other explanations

And this weird fucking stint just confirms my belief that anyone who converts as an adult is a freak cause what they say in that building when they think everyone's gonna agree is just not normal or good

But anyways I gotta find a way to say no to these church people. Bc I tried and I just can't do it. Call it my upbringing or my personality but I'm just fundamentally incompatible with Christianity