I have kids for that, thanks. They never follow anything I say and they argue in front of me like I'm not even there.

It's good to be back. :)

Aw, thanks Rocky :) Things are going to get tough soon, but I am in a much better space. Appt with a new counselor tomorrow who's trans and does hormone readiness assessments. Hopefully ill be on HRT before summer.

Thanks for your kind words, Jon. It was the beginning of a few years of life getting increasingly chaotic and confusing.

I'm trying to get things back on track and be my true self again and hope you can all forgive my behaviour.

I tried burying my true self and continue life as my AGAB, and deleted my twitter account because I thought I was just pretending and was ashamed to face my online friends who I came out to.