Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pr0-4n4/mia?
I think those terms describe someone who advocates for others to develop eds or encourages others to get worse.Idk if thinspo and congratulating moots when they lose weight counts as that and I’m very conflicted about it
#edbsky #caterpillarsky
I think those terms describe someone who advocates for others to develop eds or encourages others to get worse.Idk if thinspo and congratulating moots when they lose weight counts as that and I’m very conflicted about it
#edbsky #caterpillarsky
May 7, 2025 at 1:04 PM
Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pr0-4n4/mia?
I think those terms describe someone who advocates for others to develop eds or encourages others to get worse.Idk if thinspo and congratulating moots when they lose weight counts as that and I’m very conflicted about it
#edbsky #caterpillarsky
I think those terms describe someone who advocates for others to develop eds or encourages others to get worse.Idk if thinspo and congratulating moots when they lose weight counts as that and I’m very conflicted about it
#edbsky #caterpillarsky
Day 23: Did the media play a role in you wanting to lose weight?
Well some forms of media like kpop did but like, I’m severely mentally ill and if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be anor3xic just because of media. Media did contribute to it, but without my trauma and mental illness I wouldn’t be anor3xic lol
Well some forms of media like kpop did but like, I’m severely mentally ill and if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be anor3xic just because of media. Media did contribute to it, but without my trauma and mental illness I wouldn’t be anor3xic lol
April 29, 2025 at 12:29 PM
Day 23: Did the media play a role in you wanting to lose weight?
Well some forms of media like kpop did but like, I’m severely mentally ill and if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be anor3xic just because of media. Media did contribute to it, but without my trauma and mental illness I wouldn’t be anor3xic lol
Well some forms of media like kpop did but like, I’m severely mentally ill and if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be anor3xic just because of media. Media did contribute to it, but without my trauma and mental illness I wouldn’t be anor3xic lol
Day 22: What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
My cw is my lw, bmi 13.3
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
My cw is my lw, bmi 13.3
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
April 27, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Day 22: What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
My cw is my lw, bmi 13.3
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
My cw is my lw, bmi 13.3
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
Day 21: What are your clothing sizes
I haven’t bought new clothes in a very long time and I wear the same 3 outfits but like I think, for shirts and pants XXS-XL depending on how baggy I want them, for skirts and dresses I think xxs/xs and for shoes 38 EU size
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
I haven’t bought new clothes in a very long time and I wear the same 3 outfits but like I think, for shirts and pants XXS-XL depending on how baggy I want them, for skirts and dresses I think xxs/xs and for shoes 38 EU size
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
April 26, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Day 21: What are your clothing sizes
I haven’t bought new clothes in a very long time and I wear the same 3 outfits but like I think, for shirts and pants XXS-XL depending on how baggy I want them, for skirts and dresses I think xxs/xs and for shoes 38 EU size
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
I haven’t bought new clothes in a very long time and I wear the same 3 outfits but like I think, for shirts and pants XXS-XL depending on how baggy I want them, for skirts and dresses I think xxs/xs and for shoes 38 EU size
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
April 25, 2025 at 1:09 PM
Day 19: When was the last time you ate fast food
Idk if pastries are considered fast food, if they are then yesterday, if they’re not like 2 days ago lol I ate a hotdog
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
Idk if pastries are considered fast food, if they are then yesterday, if they’re not like 2 days ago lol I ate a hotdog
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
April 24, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Day 19: When was the last time you ate fast food
Idk if pastries are considered fast food, if they are then yesterday, if they’re not like 2 days ago lol I ate a hotdog
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
Idk if pastries are considered fast food, if they are then yesterday, if they’re not like 2 days ago lol I ate a hotdog
#edbsky
#caterpillarsky
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Day 16: When did you first decide to lose weight?
Like 3rd grade when they made me be near the bottom of the pyramid in dance and a super skinny girl on the top lool #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Like 3rd grade when they made me be near the bottom of the pyramid in dance and a super skinny girl on the top lool #edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 20, 2025 at 11:05 AM
Day 16: When did you first decide to lose weight?
Like 3rd grade when they made me be near the bottom of the pyramid in dance and a super skinny girl on the top lool #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Like 3rd grade when they made me be near the bottom of the pyramid in dance and a super skinny girl on the top lool #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 15: Are you vegan or vegetarian? If yes, has it helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
I’m neither and I can’t be cause I’m a piggy and I like tuna too much🥰 #edbsky #lemonwatersky
I’m neither and I can’t be cause I’m a piggy and I like tuna too much🥰 #edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 19, 2025 at 4:08 PM
Day 15: Are you vegan or vegetarian? If yes, has it helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
I’m neither and I can’t be cause I’m a piggy and I like tuna too much🥰 #edbsky #lemonwatersky
I’m neither and I can’t be cause I’m a piggy and I like tuna too much🥰 #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 14: What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it?
Atp I don’t think I have one, every time I’ve hit one I’ve kept lowering it. Rn it’s 34kg/bmi 12s but ik for a fact I’ll wanna lower it again when I reach that so idk
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Atp I don’t think I have one, every time I’ve hit one I’ve kept lowering it. Rn it’s 34kg/bmi 12s but ik for a fact I’ll wanna lower it again when I reach that so idk
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 17, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Day 14: What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it?
Atp I don’t think I have one, every time I’ve hit one I’ve kept lowering it. Rn it’s 34kg/bmi 12s but ik for a fact I’ll wanna lower it again when I reach that so idk
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Atp I don’t think I have one, every time I’ve hit one I’ve kept lowering it. Rn it’s 34kg/bmi 12s but ik for a fact I’ll wanna lower it again when I reach that so idk
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 14, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Day 13: Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Um.. in the beginning it was a healthy calorie deficit but now not so much lol.. but I don’t pvrge, use lax or fast for days so my weight loss has been pretty healthy👍🏻
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Um.. in the beginning it was a healthy calorie deficit but now not so much lol.. but I don’t pvrge, use lax or fast for days so my weight loss has been pretty healthy👍🏻
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 14, 2025 at 3:23 PM
Day 13: Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Um.. in the beginning it was a healthy calorie deficit but now not so much lol.. but I don’t pvrge, use lax or fast for days so my weight loss has been pretty healthy👍🏻
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Um.. in the beginning it was a healthy calorie deficit but now not so much lol.. but I don’t pvrge, use lax or fast for days so my weight loss has been pretty healthy👍🏻
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 12: What do you normally eat?
Fruit and vegetables, lentils, tuna, chicken breast, eggs, rice, yogurt, potatoes
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Fruit and vegetables, lentils, tuna, chicken breast, eggs, rice, yogurt, potatoes
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 9, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Day 12: What do you normally eat?
Fruit and vegetables, lentils, tuna, chicken breast, eggs, rice, yogurt, potatoes
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Fruit and vegetables, lentils, tuna, chicken breast, eggs, rice, yogurt, potatoes
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 11: Your favorite th!nspo blog and why
Idk😭 I don’t really look at th!nspo anymore cause I’m lower bm1 that most of the people in th!nspo pics but I’m still ugly and look fatter than them cause of my bone structure so it just depresses me further
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Idk😭 I don’t really look at th!nspo anymore cause I’m lower bm1 that most of the people in th!nspo pics but I’m still ugly and look fatter than them cause of my bone structure so it just depresses me further
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 7, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Day 11: Your favorite th!nspo blog and why
Idk😭 I don’t really look at th!nspo anymore cause I’m lower bm1 that most of the people in th!nspo pics but I’m still ugly and look fatter than them cause of my bone structure so it just depresses me further
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Idk😭 I don’t really look at th!nspo anymore cause I’m lower bm1 that most of the people in th!nspo pics but I’m still ugly and look fatter than them cause of my bone structure so it just depresses me further
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 10: What’s the hardest thing you gave up during this weight loss?
Literally myself. I don’t recognize myself as a person. I don’t enjoy my hobbies. I pretend to be someone I’m not around everyone 24/7. I force myself to do things to please everyone (especially my family) cause I hate myself and
Literally myself. I don’t recognize myself as a person. I don’t enjoy my hobbies. I pretend to be someone I’m not around everyone 24/7. I force myself to do things to please everyone (especially my family) cause I hate myself and
April 6, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Day 10: What’s the hardest thing you gave up during this weight loss?
Literally myself. I don’t recognize myself as a person. I don’t enjoy my hobbies. I pretend to be someone I’m not around everyone 24/7. I force myself to do things to please everyone (especially my family) cause I hate myself and
Literally myself. I don’t recognize myself as a person. I don’t enjoy my hobbies. I pretend to be someone I’m not around everyone 24/7. I force myself to do things to please everyone (especially my family) cause I hate myself and
Day 9: Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Not really, I think my mom would say stuff like “you’re not skinny you’re average” or “you’re well built” but that’s about it. I mean recently she told me something like “look at yourself in the mirror you look like
Not really, I think my mom would say stuff like “you’re not skinny you’re average” or “you’re well built” but that’s about it. I mean recently she told me something like “look at yourself in the mirror you look like
April 5, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Day 9: Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Not really, I think my mom would say stuff like “you’re not skinny you’re average” or “you’re well built” but that’s about it. I mean recently she told me something like “look at yourself in the mirror you look like
Not really, I think my mom would say stuff like “you’re not skinny you’re average” or “you’re well built” but that’s about it. I mean recently she told me something like “look at yourself in the mirror you look like
Day 8: Your workout routine
Light upper body exercises 3 times a day, maybe some light stretching along with that and 30 minutes manual treadmill #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Light upper body exercises 3 times a day, maybe some light stretching along with that and 30 minutes manual treadmill #edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 4, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Day 8: Your workout routine
Light upper body exercises 3 times a day, maybe some light stretching along with that and 30 minutes manual treadmill #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Light upper body exercises 3 times a day, maybe some light stretching along with that and 30 minutes manual treadmill #edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 7: Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
Nope they don’t know cause I lied lol. I told them “I know I’m way too skinny and I need to eat more and gain weight I’m trying to eat more” They think I’m trying to gain😭 I WISH THEY DIDN’T CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO FR #edbsky
Nope they don’t know cause I lied lol. I told them “I know I’m way too skinny and I need to eat more and gain weight I’m trying to eat more” They think I’m trying to gain😭 I WISH THEY DIDN’T CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO FR #edbsky
April 3, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Day 7: Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
Nope they don’t know cause I lied lol. I told them “I know I’m way too skinny and I need to eat more and gain weight I’m trying to eat more” They think I’m trying to gain😭 I WISH THEY DIDN’T CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO FR #edbsky
Nope they don’t know cause I lied lol. I told them “I know I’m way too skinny and I need to eat more and gain weight I’m trying to eat more” They think I’m trying to gain😭 I WISH THEY DIDN’T CARE ABOUT WHAT I DO FR #edbsky
Day 6: Do you binge? If so explain why you think you do
I think I’ve only binged once in my life (September of last year when I ate all my daily cals in morning so that was like a 1000ish cal binge) but I used to overeat a lot before developing 4na. Prob because of depression lol
#edbsky
I think I’ve only binged once in my life (September of last year when I ate all my daily cals in morning so that was like a 1000ish cal binge) but I used to overeat a lot before developing 4na. Prob because of depression lol
#edbsky
April 2, 2025 at 9:59 AM
Day 6: Do you binge? If so explain why you think you do
I think I’ve only binged once in my life (September of last year when I ate all my daily cals in morning so that was like a 1000ish cal binge) but I used to overeat a lot before developing 4na. Prob because of depression lol
#edbsky
I think I’ve only binged once in my life (September of last year when I ate all my daily cals in morning so that was like a 1000ish cal binge) but I used to overeat a lot before developing 4na. Prob because of depression lol
#edbsky
Day 4: Why do you really want to lose weight? Are you doing it for you?
Long story short I have insane amounts of self hatred and I genuinely believe I don’t deserve food let alone food that tastes good. I also wanna be the polar opposite of my dad who eats like a pig lol
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Long story short I have insane amounts of self hatred and I genuinely believe I don’t deserve food let alone food that tastes good. I also wanna be the polar opposite of my dad who eats like a pig lol
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
April 1, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Day 4: Why do you really want to lose weight? Are you doing it for you?
Long story short I have insane amounts of self hatred and I genuinely believe I don’t deserve food let alone food that tastes good. I also wanna be the polar opposite of my dad who eats like a pig lol
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Long story short I have insane amounts of self hatred and I genuinely believe I don’t deserve food let alone food that tastes good. I also wanna be the polar opposite of my dad who eats like a pig lol
#edbsky #lemonwatersky
Day 4: Your greatest fears about weight loss
Getting forcefully hospitalized :/ I’ve been paranoid about it since bmi 16 ngl (kinda unwarranted back then lol) but now that I’m bmi 13 shit’s getting real.. I’m so scared of having everything taken away from me
#edbsky
Getting forcefully hospitalized :/ I’ve been paranoid about it since bmi 16 ngl (kinda unwarranted back then lol) but now that I’m bmi 13 shit’s getting real.. I’m so scared of having everything taken away from me
#edbsky
March 24, 2025 at 3:12 PM
Day 4: Your greatest fears about weight loss
Getting forcefully hospitalized :/ I’ve been paranoid about it since bmi 16 ngl (kinda unwarranted back then lol) but now that I’m bmi 13 shit’s getting real.. I’m so scared of having everything taken away from me
#edbsky
Getting forcefully hospitalized :/ I’ve been paranoid about it since bmi 16 ngl (kinda unwarranted back then lol) but now that I’m bmi 13 shit’s getting real.. I’m so scared of having everything taken away from me
#edbsky
