JayJBird94
@jayjbird94.bsky.social
31. He/Him. Asexual Horror Enthusiast. Hazbin Hotel content. RadioDust diehard.
Fanfic Writer on AO3 @ https://archiveofourown.org/users/JayJBird94/pseuds/JayJBird94
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It's happening. I'm no musician, so we're using a cover melody as a scaffold for the tune, but gosh darn is writing poetry fun. The formatting I'll have to play with to figure out how to best convey rhythm and stress/unstress.
December 1, 2025 at 6:11 AM
It's happening. I'm no musician, so we're using a cover melody as a scaffold for the tune, but gosh darn is writing poetry fun. The formatting I'll have to play with to figure out how to best convey rhythm and stress/unstress.
The Tender Haruspicy ended up drawing on many more prompts than just #BottomAlastorWeek, but here's some of the Day 3: Dacryphilia content. Bc we all know I was already into Al being a crybaby once he's finally able to be vulnerable.
#radiodust
archiveofourown.org/works/73117606/chapters/190538401
#radiodust
archiveofourown.org/works/73117606/chapters/190538401
November 27, 2025 at 5:06 AM
The Tender Haruspicy ended up drawing on many more prompts than just #BottomAlastorWeek, but here's some of the Day 3: Dacryphilia content. Bc we all know I was already into Al being a crybaby once he's finally able to be vulnerable.
#radiodust
archiveofourown.org/works/73117606/chapters/190538401
#radiodust
archiveofourown.org/works/73117606/chapters/190538401
Fun trivia: the only reason AotM!Angel doesn't explicitly call himself Al's dommy mommy is because Alastor actually had a good relationship with his mother and wouldn't be comfortable with it. But trust that the dynamic is Really Fucking There, and Angel is Really Fucking Into It.
November 23, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Fun trivia: the only reason AotM!Angel doesn't explicitly call himself Al's dommy mommy is because Alastor actually had a good relationship with his mother and wouldn't be comfortable with it. But trust that the dynamic is Really Fucking There, and Angel is Really Fucking Into It.
I can never get annoyed when something I'm writing keeps getting longer than planned, bc I love this fandom for the fact that there's always ONE more thing I want to try before I wrap things up. This time, Alastor having to contend with Angel in drag. I NEEDED to word-paint that outfit, my god. 🥵
November 23, 2025 at 8:20 AM
I can never get annoyed when something I'm writing keeps getting longer than planned, bc I love this fandom for the fact that there's always ONE more thing I want to try before I wrap things up. This time, Alastor having to contend with Angel in drag. I NEEDED to word-paint that outfit, my god. 🥵
"All you had to do was love me."
I'm deep in my radiosilence feels today. Canon couldn't have fed me better after years building up a take on this ship in AotM. It's exactly the blend of tragic, chilling, and infuriating that I wanted.
Oh, Vox. If only you were anyone but exactly who you are.
I'm deep in my radiosilence feels today. Canon couldn't have fed me better after years building up a take on this ship in AotM. It's exactly the blend of tragic, chilling, and infuriating that I wanted.
Oh, Vox. If only you were anyone but exactly who you are.
November 19, 2025 at 8:34 PM
"All you had to do was love me."
I'm deep in my radiosilence feels today. Canon couldn't have fed me better after years building up a take on this ship in AotM. It's exactly the blend of tragic, chilling, and infuriating that I wanted.
Oh, Vox. If only you were anyone but exactly who you are.
I'm deep in my radiosilence feels today. Canon couldn't have fed me better after years building up a take on this ship in AotM. It's exactly the blend of tragic, chilling, and infuriating that I wanted.
Oh, Vox. If only you were anyone but exactly who you are.
To emotionally brace myself for the festival of whump Angel is about to be subjected to in the next two episodes, have a chunk of AotM where this poor bastard manages to seize some autonomy and vindication. This is the shit I'm going to NEED when that 18+ rating hits in ep 8.
November 19, 2025 at 2:44 AM
To emotionally brace myself for the festival of whump Angel is about to be subjected to in the next two episodes, have a chunk of AotM where this poor bastard manages to seize some autonomy and vindication. This is the shit I'm going to NEED when that 18+ rating hits in ep 8.
The immediate aftermath of AotM 46 be like...
November 19, 2025 at 12:43 AM
The immediate aftermath of AotM 46 be like...
See, the great thing about writing Alastor is that he can turn unhinging his jaw to demonstrate that he is neither a spitter nor a quitter into an excuse to rhapsodize on his own existential superiority.
November 18, 2025 at 7:57 PM
See, the great thing about writing Alastor is that he can turn unhinging his jaw to demonstrate that he is neither a spitter nor a quitter into an excuse to rhapsodize on his own existential superiority.
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NSFW, cw // monsterfvcking, breathplay, body horror
NSFW, cw // monsterfvcking, breathplay, body horror
November 18, 2025 at 12:57 AM
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NSFW, cw // monsterfvcking, breathplay, body horror
NSFW, cw // monsterfvcking, breathplay, body horror
We're officially breaking up that Radiodust eroguro fic into two parts, the first of which I'll probably be publishing tonight or tomorrow. 👀 This half will be closer to my standard fare, while the dead dove-ish splatterpunk erotica will be in the second half.
November 12, 2025 at 7:34 PM
We're officially breaking up that Radiodust eroguro fic into two parts, the first of which I'll probably be publishing tonight or tomorrow. 👀 This half will be closer to my standard fare, while the dead dove-ish splatterpunk erotica will be in the second half.
Under most circumstances I'd hesitate to post late-game spoilers, but the suspense of AotM has never been about whether the ending will be happy - it's about wondering how the fuck I end up making that achievable.
November 11, 2025 at 11:23 PM
Under most circumstances I'd hesitate to post late-game spoilers, but the suspense of AotM has never been about whether the ending will be happy - it's about wondering how the fuck I end up making that achievable.
Doing consistency checks so I'm ready to get back to AotM 47 when all of S2 is out, and FUCK am I having feelings about the platonic Radiohusk arc coming together. What does it take to get Al and Husk to start forming a better relationship? 46 chapters and 700k+ words is what. And I love them. +
November 11, 2025 at 11:23 PM
Doing consistency checks so I'm ready to get back to AotM 47 when all of S2 is out, and FUCK am I having feelings about the platonic Radiohusk arc coming together. What does it take to get Al and Husk to start forming a better relationship? 46 chapters and 700k+ words is what. And I love them. +
The sadomaso Radiodust oneshot is coming along! As usual, it's looking like we can count on at least 10k words by the time I've gotten through everything I want to try. Get hype.
NSFW, cw // breathplay
NSFW, cw // breathplay
November 7, 2025 at 5:58 PM
The sadomaso Radiodust oneshot is coming along! As usual, it's looking like we can count on at least 10k words by the time I've gotten through everything I want to try. Get hype.
NSFW, cw // breathplay
NSFW, cw // breathplay
See this passage from all the way back in chapter 23.
November 7, 2025 at 5:25 PM
See this passage from all the way back in chapter 23.
I want to pull these comments out separately, since the most significant question for AotM after S2's revelations is what they mean for my characterization of Rosie. I was sad for a minute that they're not BFFs - but oh, then the IDEAS started...
November 7, 2025 at 2:57 AM
I want to pull these comments out separately, since the most significant question for AotM after S2's revelations is what they mean for my characterization of Rosie. I was sad for a minute that they're not BFFs - but oh, then the IDEAS started...
And then the specifics of Alastor viciously rejecting Vox. Pretty, damn, close. Call me Tiresias the way I'm predicting shit.
November 6, 2025 at 11:19 PM
And then the specifics of Alastor viciously rejecting Vox. Pretty, damn, close. Call me Tiresias the way I'm predicting shit.
Now that Ep4 is out, I think I can safely say I got /pretty goddamn close/ to calling the story beats of Vox and Alastor's past in AotM 45-46. Freakin' SCORE.
November 6, 2025 at 11:19 PM
Now that Ep4 is out, I think I can safely say I got /pretty goddamn close/ to calling the story beats of Vox and Alastor's past in AotM 45-46. Freakin' SCORE.
I've decided I'm going to be serializing this one-shot here until it crosses the line from S/m to outright eroguro. Enjoy more sense-freak Alastor and EXTREMELY-sex-positive Angel.
NSFW, cw // breathplay
NSFW, cw // breathplay
November 1, 2025 at 9:03 PM
I've decided I'm going to be serializing this one-shot here until it crosses the line from S/m to outright eroguro. Enjoy more sense-freak Alastor and EXTREMELY-sex-positive Angel.
NSFW, cw // breathplay
NSFW, cw // breathplay
It's only been a month since Beemer passed, and I didn't think I'd be ready for awhile, but somebody found me. She's so tired from being on the street. Took her a few hours to feel safe with me, now she's sleeping like a log. Her name is Lucie.
October 30, 2025 at 6:12 PM
It's only been a month since Beemer passed, and I didn't think I'd be ready for awhile, but somebody found me. She's so tired from being on the street. Took her a few hours to feel safe with me, now she's sleeping like a log. Her name is Lucie.
Another passage from a prior fic foreshadowing what this feel-good dead dove piece is going to follow through on - this time from "When All Alone Went Amyntas and I." 👀 Compared to a preview chunk from the new fic. Am I going all out on sensualizing gore? You bet your ass I am.
October 30, 2025 at 4:57 AM
Another passage from a prior fic foreshadowing what this feel-good dead dove piece is going to follow through on - this time from "When All Alone Went Amyntas and I." 👀 Compared to a preview chunk from the new fic. Am I going all out on sensualizing gore? You bet your ass I am.
We've got a premise locked in for that eroguro fic, y'all. Have a preview of the opening as a pre-Halloween treat.
October 29, 2025 at 6:23 AM
We've got a premise locked in for that eroguro fic, y'all. Have a preview of the opening as a pre-Halloween treat.
Clipping this chunk from AotM ch. 37 before S2 drop for posterity, bc I wrote this shit mid-2023, and I need to see how much of Heaven's reality/Lucifer's perspective on it I managed to call ahead of time. Let's fucking gooooo.
October 28, 2025 at 9:33 PM
Clipping this chunk from AotM ch. 37 before S2 drop for posterity, bc I wrote this shit mid-2023, and I need to see how much of Heaven's reality/Lucifer's perspective on it I managed to call ahead of time. Let's fucking gooooo.
And of course, we can't forget this one.
October 26, 2025 at 7:55 PM
And of course, we can't forget this one.
I think that AotM 46 has made it clearer than any other chapter exactly WHICH mid-crashout mega-billionaire tech bro I based my characterization of Vox on. Three guesses, and the first two don't count.
October 26, 2025 at 7:53 PM
I think that AotM 46 has made it clearer than any other chapter exactly WHICH mid-crashout mega-billionaire tech bro I based my characterization of Vox on. Three guesses, and the first two don't count.