Jayenkai [J-N-K]
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Jayenkai [J-N-K]
@jayenkai.com
I enjoy creating. A.I. can no doubt do a much better job, but I carry on creating because I enjoy doing it, and have nothing much better to do.
https://AGameAWeek.com
Give it time. You'll need to give yourself time to discover what you "can" do.
Don't, as a completely made up example, buy yourself a Midi keyboard and declare you'll be learning to play, only to discover your wobbly shaky hands make it much harder than it oughta be!
November 12, 2025 at 6:42 PM
You have a popular YouTube channel. Isn't that a creative outlet?
"Fancy Colouring in of Miniatures" is pretty much a channel description of its own, especially if people can see you're struggling through.. Might help folk to know they're not alone.
November 12, 2025 at 4:00 PM
It doesn't really get any better. You just gradually learn ways to not feel like shit every day.
I'm glad that most of my creativity was keyboard based.
Shaking hands put a stop on any decent miniature painting. Movement-nausea put a stop to larger painting.
"Alright, coding it is.. carry on.."
November 12, 2025 at 10:09 AM
It's the "speed' of it all that frustrates me. 13 years ago, I was able to get up, do jobs around the house, head to the shop, buy groceries, chat to people, go to work later. ... I still miss being able to safely walk outdoors.
November 12, 2025 at 9:57 AM