each trivial task demands deliberation, and thus i am forced to catalogue whether the stickiness in the sheaves of my fingers are worth the usual OCD handwash or can i just continue my work, knowing well enough that THAT itself would be tainted by this oozing torpor.
i am not exaggerating
April 13, 2023 at 3:04 PM
each trivial task demands deliberation, and thus i am forced to catalogue whether the stickiness in the sheaves of my fingers are worth the usual OCD handwash or can i just continue my work, knowing well enough that THAT itself would be tainted by this oozing torpor.
only the most pressing of needs can pierce through this fucking haze of heat. all else fades into the background, indistinguishable from the everpresent simmer. it forces u to sit down and resent all things that are good and noble
April 13, 2023 at 3:01 PM
only the most pressing of needs can pierce through this fucking haze of heat. all else fades into the background, indistinguishable from the everpresent simmer. it forces u to sit down and resent all things that are good and noble
awh jeez this hits hard bcs despite evidence to the contrary ("credentials" or "results") i don't think i held the baseline belief that people believe in me
that's really bad
April 12, 2023 at 2:58 AM
awh jeez this hits hard bcs despite evidence to the contrary ("credentials" or "results") i don't think i held the baseline belief that people believe in me