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Although I keep coming back, I don't see that as a failure. Sometimes it's okay to be scammed. It's important to me though that I do it intentionally and consciously.

Following this, the reason I get back to them is, most of the time, about the feeling that I might get something valuable out of them *this time*, especially when something significant is happening that I want to follow or when I'm too tired to evaluate what is trashy fun and what is quality fun.

Maybe part of the reason why I get back to those apps over and over again is because I forget the feeling when I decided to remove those apps. Then I re-experience them following the cycle ad-infinitum. That feeling is something like the realisation of getting scammed: I pay more than I receive.

Usually I'm not too aware of how much time I'm spending on apps and how much I get back, in terms of stuff I care about: learning something interesting, being inspired by something or someone, some ideas to think more about or having "quality" fun.