No but fr fuck transphobes. All my homies HATE transphobes

Hey dude. Stop. You don’t know my type of ignorant

Because like fr. Training and that kind of therapy helps fr fr 😓😓

I need the aid tbh. Because. Fuck the government. Give me what they owe me. They stole my people’s land and culture I came from and made Taco Bell. It’s not bad. But man. Fuck Taco Bell that’s not a real decent taco

Okay. For real thanks. Like. Ok. That’s some great advice. Thank you. I needed that.

I say this because I need to get back into therapy. I just keep putting it off. It’s honestly something I need like right now. I just don’t have the money for. And I’m crushed by debt. I have a job opportunity now. So with that comes the ability to start putting money away for that in particular.

I honestly need more books and research on the subject. From like scholarly sources, and self-help books written like researchers/people from licensed psychologists/psychiatrists/and or people who have the disorder themselves. I need to like parse which symptoms are which disorders if I’m honest.ugh

Holy shit. Okay thank god. Idk. I heard about that and got scared. I’m not very good at keeping up. I’m really bad at staying up to date. It doesn’t matter tho I’ll try to be better so I’m not spreading misinformation.

What I’m trying to say is. Like the rigidity. And the patterns I make for myself. Get messed up by living. And living is chaotic. But in order to keep sane or even try, I have to force myself to be like. Okay. I need to know what’s happening at every point in the day so I know when I can rest

We just never like continued with it. Because trump made a national autism registry, I thought it would be smart to like lay low lol

I had a test taken with my psychiatrist, and I scored like 40 out of 52 questions or something like that. Most neurotypical people have like 15 I think >_>