Thank you again for thinking of that anniversary, especially. It warmed my heart that needed it.

Merry Christmas to you all.

xx
C

That’s how my day started with a two-hour drive. You say that only one being is missing and everything is depopulated, I have a lot of them, so imagined.

So I went on a mission for the lord, as I like to call them, me the nonbeliever, and off to of the cemetery. I needed to be with him, to talk to him, and especially to realize that this birthday text I will never have again.

Yesterday was complicated for me, I have a memory of the dates that sometimes I would not like to have. Yesterday was 3 months.

Papa Lorin,you will always be in my heart. George,I still can’t realize u're not there anymore,which leaves such a void. I'd forgotten the pain that's left when someone we loved so much died,and yet,as I told Emma,if I could bring them all back,I would. So that we never have to feel this emptiness

My thoughts go to all that doesn't feel well during the holidays. And to those you lost someone this years, that leaves an empty place at the table or a hole in their hearts. All my love to you

Ils peuvent peut-être leur donner leur augmentation de 700 € qu'ils se sont octroyés l'année dernière si je ne me trompe pas.

Lol, personne ne l'a attendu. C'est déjà dans les règlements intérieur des établissements, seulement c'est pas respecté. Surtout par des parents qui veulent pouvoir savoir et contacter leurs progénitures toutes la journée. J'étais pionne il y a 20 ans, c'était déjà le cas.C'est juste pire maintenant

And to top all of that my mother who was in remission, is not anymore. It's been hard. It always is. I did what I do the best I hid. I'm trying to do what my cousin said to me to do stuff that I love. I try. But sometimes, I can't. I do my best. It's gonna get better, I just know not yet.