Jade
@jade-cat2.bsky.social
A silly guy that vents and rambles occasionally
17, Male, Bi, Furry, other stuff idk ask me
17, Male, Bi, Furry, other stuff idk ask me
You got this man! We believe in you🫂
June 28, 2025 at 7:38 PM
You got this man! We believe in you🫂
Things r all cluttered in my mind rn.
June 24, 2025 at 8:40 AM
Things r all cluttered in my mind rn.
I feel anxious about all the possible ways things could turn out bad, all the ways I could get rejected, and so much more. Should I even ask them? Should I just let things play out? Nothing seems clear rn. What if I am the issue? I just don't know rn, I just need to wait and see rn...
June 24, 2025 at 8:40 AM
I feel anxious about all the possible ways things could turn out bad, all the ways I could get rejected, and so much more. Should I even ask them? Should I just let things play out? Nothing seems clear rn. What if I am the issue? I just don't know rn, I just need to wait and see rn...
I'm tired, I'll continue in a bit if I feel like it, but not very likely
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
I'm tired, I'll continue in a bit if I feel like it, but not very likely
Talking about the train a bit ago, ironically I hear it now, as I am typing this, the ghostly train horn that passes by a street I live a short distance from. I never know when the next one is, though. And I don't mind not knowing, as long as I know about this one always arriving because I recognize
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
Talking about the train a bit ago, ironically I hear it now, as I am typing this, the ghostly train horn that passes by a street I live a short distance from. I never know when the next one is, though. And I don't mind not knowing, as long as I know about this one always arriving because I recognize
I can hear my clock stationed on a wall east of me. A smallish wall clock I've known all my life, but it is also being drowned out occasionally by the hum of what I think is the AC, but I'm not too sure on that. There are also other small noises but they are small and insignificant, and short lived.
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
I can hear my clock stationed on a wall east of me. A smallish wall clock I've known all my life, but it is also being drowned out occasionally by the hum of what I think is the AC, but I'm not too sure on that. There are also other small noises but they are small and insignificant, and short lived.
There's usually a train horn that goes off around 30 minutes to an hour prior to when I've said this, but I haven't heard the train horn yet, so I must've not been listening and it already went by, but it is usually too unique to go unnoticed, unless I'm really focused on something
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
There's usually a train horn that goes off around 30 minutes to an hour prior to when I've said this, but I haven't heard the train horn yet, so I must've not been listening and it already went by, but it is usually too unique to go unnoticed, unless I'm really focused on something
But when I'm wrong, I start to doubt myself on many different things and start to second guess myself. Because I'm not sure if I was right or wrong about other decisions or things I've said and I worry that I might've been misleading, and that it is always better to keep neutrality in decisions.
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
But when I'm wrong, I start to doubt myself on many different things and start to second guess myself. Because I'm not sure if I was right or wrong about other decisions or things I've said and I worry that I might've been misleading, and that it is always better to keep neutrality in decisions.
It affects almost everything I say to a degree, because if I'm wrong then I never know what is right, but if I am right it doesn't justify anything, it only further proves that I need to be right or else bad things could happen, but that only happens with really important things, fortunately
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
It affects almost everything I say to a degree, because if I'm wrong then I never know what is right, but if I am right it doesn't justify anything, it only further proves that I need to be right or else bad things could happen, but that only happens with really important things, fortunately
And it's not because I fear they'll do something bad about it, I'm scared of something I can only remember as so jarring that I can't trust talking out about things for the sole purpose of if I am wrong then bad things will happen, and it would be just better to stay silent
June 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
And it's not because I fear they'll do something bad about it, I'm scared of something I can only remember as so jarring that I can't trust talking out about things for the sole purpose of if I am wrong then bad things will happen, and it would be just better to stay silent