This year has been difficult. I have two different albums worth of music I've been working on for the last year since I released the original version of this song, but like. life has sucked, so inspiration for that stuff has been tough to come by. But I'm still working on it

still trying to figure out how to navigate that. I'll learn with a bit of time, but it's really hard right now.

the DAW I still use to this day. Everytime I'd write something it was framed around how cool he'd think I was when he heard it.

Now that he's gone, I still can't help but think about how cool he's going to think it is when he hears it. And then I remember. It always hits me like a truck, and I'm

Honestly, I didn't know how much of an effect this would have on me where my music is concerned, but it's been profound. Growing up, when my music was still garbage, I used to share it with him on the ride to his house, we'd work on it side by side together in his studio, he'd teach me how to use

This didn't happen this last period of having her in my room if it even happened at all. And even if it did, the fact remains that I have never sprayed my room

Rest assured I am not dumb enough to spray bug poison when you entrusted me to keep your pet in my room for the express purpose of keeping her away from bug poison

I sprayed my car once. But that was last year, during a time when Nimhe was not in my room. I did not once have the bug spray in my room when Nimhe was in it and you are the only one who has ever sprayed in there

This is not true. I have literally never sprayed my room lol.

or other father figure(s)

And I'm going to make sure your music is loud enough for the world to hear, too. I'll never let you go silent.

I wouldn't be making so much noise if you didn't convince me people might want to hear it. I'm on my own now, and I hope you'd be proud of the stuff I'm making, and maybe I'll play loud enough that you can still hear.

That's perfectly fine! ♥️ I'd love that.

how

This is really cool! :o

yo same, i just redid mine

You chose this life when you bought that case