So back???

More and more like hypyesis

More like hypYESis

Making her completely forget that I can make her completely forget so I can watch her gobsmacked reaction over and over and over and over and over

i love hypnosis

My girlfriend is just so hot what the hell am I supposed to do, of course I’m just permanently horny and think about kink with her throughout each day now

With what is now plenty of hindsight I can say that it is a very destructive thing to tell a fledgling domme that they are “not really acting dominant” or “not being dominant”. This messes with self esteem and the belief that you really can enjoy and practice kink so badly. Don’t do this!

Officially passed a significant milestone in mind control last night. She has no idea what happened (and I intend to keep it that way) or even that there was a milestone at all (until she reads this).

God I’m excited 🥰 gonna have real fun with her

Always a highlight to make her say things like “thank you for brainwashing me, thank you for changing me, please do it more, please make my brain what you want it to be, please make me feel and want your total ownership more and more”

Just have this really elevated default horniness all the time, desperation is just not that far under the surface. Need to learn to harness this optimally.

I want to give my gf subject a few hours repeatedly swapping between perceiving absolutely wild, impossible things about who she is, what she’s doing, and what is happening to her, and experiencing normal, unadorned reality.

And I want her to spend the whole time having no idea which state is real.

When I was considering transitioning and taking HRT (which basically happened on and off over two and a half years), and when I was just starting, one of my greatest fears was that I would have a more limited sex drive to a lesser or greater degree.

That is so emphatically not what has happened lol

feeling genuine freedom to be sexually expressive is the absolute best. but then you gotta deal with the leftover hangups. but then you do and abwabwuh bwahhhhh, you know?

“Engage” is the “Cowabunga!” of Star Trek

About to spend my first night at “the club”, which as I understand it is a palace of inhuman pleasure where everyone asks me what my favourite ludonarrative gestures are

One cool thing about being a domme is getting so much power and knowing you accomplished that safely and responsibly and recognizing it so euphorically that an orgasm just happens spontaneously, I think that's neat

gf is hot

vigorously jillin' my rods and cones