I’ll cry a few more times.
But I’ll end up feeling relieved and reassured that after all I’m still a decent human being with one more scar.
You’ll describe me like pathetic or whatever…but I’m not.
In the end, I’m just a decent human being.

As for me? Let me tell you even if you don’t mind…Just so you can share a few more laughs…

So by now, just enjoy.
Have a good laugh.
Get high and numb your feelings, just like you know.
Enjoy the moment!

Well, anyway, that moment when it arrives, it’ll hurt you. Sadly, will. It’s not my wish, it’s just a fact.

Maybe some of the people around you, some of the ones now laughing about this with you and whom you took an advise from, won’t be in your life by then. .

I bet on that one too.

Yes. You may say now I’m not that important for you to remember, but your actions prove that’s not true….sorry about that.

Hopefully..hopefully…maybe very deep inside of you…if there’s still a tiny part of a human being like I still believe there is…at some point in life…one day, you’ll realize how wrong you were when you misjudged me and the situation.

Was I supposed to say something?