Guess who’s back

I've never really understood how Thanksgiving came about, and I don't really buy into the original meaning behind it, but it's nice to have a day to show thanks for all the things and people in my life.

I really need to make a pinned tweet for this account.

It's hard to have the mindset of "Fuck It" when you're in a position like I am, but I think I'm starting to get there. Why can't I have nice things? Why can't I have people to care about? What's stopping me other than my own anxieties.

Been thinking about it for a while, but I really want to get into drumming. It's a thought I haven't been able to get out of my head. Soul searching leads to a lot of wants and ideas, but I think I've at least got a general idea of what I want to do and who I want to be. And drums just sound fun!

Autumn has been so busy with work, I've hardly had time to exist. I take what little time I can, and am allowed. Being an adult really is a whole thing.

I’ve come to terms with the fact that I will probably never have a romantic partner (despite crushes still being a thing), but it still feels weird, and a little saddening, to think about. As long as I have friends, I think I’ll do alright.

Singing along to some of my favorite music while Aut folds laundry? Rad

I posted that whole thread I wrote up yesterday, and I feel really good about it, honestly. I haven't ever really opened up that way, and it felt nice. I feel much better today in general, we were very much so exhausted from work yesterday and that absolutely influenced it, but I still stand by it

There's something strangely satisfying about getting home after a day of work completely exhausted. Like, I wish I had more energy to do things of course, but it's almost... fulfilling, knowing that we had a full productive day? I just wish it was a 4 day work week instead of a 6 day work week

Well, I wrote more than I meant, but less than I could. So have it in screenshots 🧡

I realize that thread is a lot, and it's not really meant to be entirely negative. I'm on the right track, and that thread is a positive expression of the things I've experienced, and the things who make me who I am now, and who I am working to be.

Well, I wrote more than I meant, but less than I could. So have it in screenshots 🧡

I know I’m just gonna be screaming into the void but it’s time I got some things off my chest. Sorry for the upcoming thread 😅

I’m here now too!