Suddenly I feel emotionally unavailable atm

Little by little step by step i’ll be fine

I might be a virgo and clearly worships Athena, but in the PJO verse I feel like Nico Di Angelo… out of place and of this timeline…
Looks like bluesky is my safe space and where I can throw my thoughts into the air without him reading

After 2 years hnd nya kinaya ung open relationship nung ako ung naging sexually active and fishing guys in bed

Suddenly mapapaisip ka of mahal mo pa ba talaga ang isang tao

Emotionally tired, I’ll avoid him tomorrow instead

Haist Im just being frank but he just doesnt get it why am I giving him a lot of tough love

My heart is not in the right place right now. I feel empty like the endless void… as usual

It’s always like this.. after War of Emperium I’d be very hungry hahaha

Conventions for 2024
Toycon 2024 - 100/100 saw my old time friends
October Komiket - 100/100 saw keeko and had an awesome time
Paskomiket 2024 - 100/100 had a great time again
Xmastoycon 2024 - ???/??? Happening soon

Went to paskomiket 2024 my 2nd to the last convention of the year. I was surprised na my own kiddo saw me as a social butterfly, I guess thats a skill that I unconciously know

I think… I’ll let him enjoy longer periods of silence… and I deserve days where I dont need to think about sticking to the routine

Its ok to never be ok this year even if all you had to donwas just survive and be not be motivated 100% of the time

Immense amount of stress again, good thing I can write my feelings here without others knowing seeing or even judging me of the hardships I’ve experienced this Year

Boracay Dump: Part 1/n