I also did not win the lottery and I really did try to do that too so. A high rank is great but. Not ‘winning the lottery yet great’ I guess.

To be fair the kind of luck I had was funny in that it was a really mixed bag

On one hand, I received many coincidentally good things in ways like I got FanFest tickets, I was able to have genuine bursts of luck in my daily struggles to make life easier

But the other hand my dad passed away, so .

Thank you for the chance! I have plenty of XIV merch in stock! (mostly badges, pins, photocards, keychains, etc)

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Estimate times for holiday shipping:

Europe: 1-2 weeks.
Worldwide: 2 weeks - 1 month

Happy holidays and ty for your interest 😎🎄🎁

I think ultimately I just miss him. I feel like I did try to do my best by him and I just miss him.

I think he would be really happy to see me excited over all of this too.

I don’t feel like I’m sad exactly, the grieving process has been very weird, but I feel like I knew last year around this same time that it would be his last birthday & I’d prepared myself for it already. Not that I had signs, but I had a really strong feeling… it’s just hard that I was right.

The Jazz wig I found would be perfect if only it had fuschia pink strands in it but I just don’t think I’m married enough to the concept to figure out how to do that, but you never know, it’s still early enough so I might Maybe make an Attempt

Yeah I think that’s the best way to go about it. I think my ears are balancing wrong too because it keeps trying to fall forward on top of everything being slippery. The heft is a definite problem. I’ll try a less thicker band and see how that works out, thank you so much for your advise, Negi !!!🙏🏻🙏🏻

Ooh that’s helpful to know!! Thank you, I’ll try that method & maybe also just try the ears when I’m at home & see if I can stand it long term on its own. Because I’d hate to go to the whole effort of a wig only to be struggling😭the way I can imagine it slipping off & my hair a mess, I can’t 😭😭

Thank you!!! I hope it looks really great once it’s all finished 🥹🫶🫶🫶

It’s currently on a headband & I was gonna buy a wig to slap it on top, but it’s so slippery & keeps trying to come out the back. I’m not sure if hair clips would work with how thick the actual band is but I’ll trial & error? I too get headaches tho so ☹️ I could see that happening to me too oh boy

The nail polish!!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹💜💕💖💜💕💖💜💕 Hahahaha oh my gosh Mari I’m so excited !!! To wear one that feels most like Jazz!!! And one that fits her outfit especially, god I feel insane! Bouncing around the room!! Happy!!! Jazz glam fits and looks good, it’s the best thing I could have asked for !!! 💙

thank you thank you, i’ll keep trying my best !!! 😭💕💪🏻💪🏻

The whole outfit came in and I tried it on and it’s so comfy 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜 I have viera ears but if I can’t get them to stay on my darn head I’ll just go as a hyur but my gosh 😭😭💕💕💕 i’m just so happy the outfit actually fits and that it looks pretty good honestly, it’s really coming together!!

Miss Jazz…… 🥹🥹🥹🥹💙💙💙💙

YAAAAAY 🥹🫶🫶🫶 da little victories... eventually i will be able to write regularly again soon, i hope!

nope, i don't taste or feel it at all which is really nice 💜 i also only put literally two or three pinches of it or so inside the glass & it comes out a really vivid shade! i bought them on black friday for like $5 last year & i used it every chance i got lol, super worth it!

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I’m very sure it will, just the act of laying out the picnic mat already makes it feel like it’s gonna be a regular cozy ritual for me from now on ☺️💕💕 I’m very glad I was able to buy one in time, it was worth every penny !!

they worked lmao !!!! 🤣🤣 which is funny because i dont remember the last time i actually wrote smut but it really felt like pulling teeth today, my brain needed a refresher on how it all worked lol! thank you Linkus, i appreciate you!!!