i'm freaking out so bad rn but i'm gonna download an archive of my data from twitter but then idk what to do with it, i don't want to publish it just like that but then who do i send it to? i really hope this doesn't go on for too long, i fucked up BIG TIME

whatever deity in the universe that's watching me rn, when i said i wanted a boyfriend i didn't mean a POTENTIAL PDF FILE, though i want to believe he's a good guy, just desperate beyond comprehension

omgg HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY :D

AND I'VE SET BOUNDARIES FOR ONCE 🌹❤️‍🩹 I'M HEALING CHAT, REDEMPTION ERA AND DEBUT ALBUM UNDER K.LEN (IF I DON'T CHANGE IT AGAIN LOL) COMING

not only that, but he's TWO (2) cool idm artists with unpronounceable names i've found 🥀🥀

mfs be the horniest guy ever one moment and a depressed poet meandering through the woods pondering about existence and such philosophical things the other one type shift (/ref to that one nonchalant dreadhead audio) 🥀🥀

stupid "paranoia" and nothing really important (my mom lost her parents about a year before that happened btw)). but also what do i know? i'd say i'm only 16 but knowing how things are with age verification nowadays idk if i should. ok, overly long yap over, atp i should make a blog

this whole "thinking maybe too much about death" is something that has been haunting me ever since i was really young and maybe others won't think too much about it (my parents were talking about my brother going through similar stuff when he was younger, but they just brushed it off as just some+

and be more myself (having clothes and accesories i actually like, not overeating, working on my health (whether it's physical, psychological or else)) but, damn, they're my parents and i love them so much. will people think something similar about me? really wanted to get this out of my chest,+

grasp, make the most of those moments when we're together bc in a few years (if i can find a house to buy/rent) i won't see them nearly as much, and the times we'll get together will slowly decrease. and then when they die, will i regret not being with them enough? sure, i'd love to be independent+

about that makes my heart sink to the ground. and not only that, but the lifes of loved ones. my parents are watching a film without me since i didn't want to and so i made whatever excuses i could make to be alone, i really needed some alone time, idk. but i feel... so bad. i feel like i have to+

[insert that "i'm already crying" trisha paytas meme] DUDE THAT POOR LITTLE THING THEY'RE JUST A BABY :'( (pretend that's a bawling-my-eyes-out emoji, i already use 😭 for laughing so) MY PATERNAL INSTINCT IS GOING OFF (i cannot even legally drink in my country, let alone in, say, the us)

💉 PLSS WE NEED IT SO BAD i love japanese artists but it's soooo annoying having google translate open up when i want to read what the captions say (plus, google translate is quite iffy and the translations can be not really good)

tampoco es q esté muy tappeado dentro con la escena furry española pero bueno