I have no shitting idea who even is in blueskye anyway

THE JADE/AMBER/AQUAMARINE REPORT (now drunk)

King mola más que mi puta madre pues muy cierto

Wakey wakey amber, its your go

I have finally found out who my real father is!!
I'm on a trip with him and my mum (they're an item) to my aunt's in Costa del Sol.

No sleep allowed

everything sucks

i miss way too many people who've straigh up ghosted the fuck outta me. i have no fucking idea what i ever did to most of em, so from my perspective, they just were there one day, gone the next, and if i ever see them by random chance on the street, its panic attack time.

i kinda loved those people too, i really cared about some of them. i fuckin miss em.

I dont even know what i did to anger or disappoint or bother *the discord server* i just woke up one morning and was out! no one will ever tell me! so shitty

tried to kill meself two weeks ago, failed miserably
ended up in hospital where itwas deemed a shitty attempt and i was sent home after a couple hours

The new sleeping meds arent working all that well

Anyway im here to shout at Void
Void!! you asshole

Theres this strange feeling that i got two unknown followers even before ive even posted anything