You can go back... mistakes are humans... my body will probably stay alive while the rest will be suffering.
What remains of my heart won't ever be taken by anyone else.

I sometimes want to help you all.. as you're all my partners... but I don't know how.
I don't even care who is fronting, because I love you all... I'm even so bad at communicating that it's rare time where I talk with others than Kari.
I only want the best for all of you.

You're you, and I will always love ans care for you no matter what. You have my support for your creations.
I'm not perfect neither. But everyone is different and have their passions and hobbies.
You're my amazing unique girlfriend (your headmates are my partners too).

Sorry, it's maybe my fault. I don't want to hurt or neglect littles, I just don't know how to act and I'm scared to hurt, scare or lose them... or to be seen as a weird person.

Don't give up, I never gave up on you. I'm always here for you.

I'm always here, always trying for you all. I want you and me to be happy, have fun and be safe. I never gave up on thoses, and will never leave you.

You want to confuse me and make me doubt of everything.
When we just want to be happy, safe and in peace.

You can start by stopping harassing people... Whoever you are, you would be happier.
And this conclusion is like "I like waffles... so you hate donuts" interactions, no connection between the two.
This hell doesn't seems to end...

I'm sorry my Loves.
But just know that together, we are stronger than them... nothing could break our couple(s).

You're all amazing and I will never break up with any of you.

Me... who struggle to just talk with friends... I'm far from being like I was in 2022 when I was joyful, helpful, caring, happy, with friends, interacting, having friends and fun, etc...
I'm far behind you.

You're just trying to get better, nothing wrong here... and I will always support you, my sweet angel that I love.

The only thing I want to "game ended" is you still being in the US.

It's only my fault... you have the first step of many harder ones.
I'm really sorry... 5 months of no progress, only because of me.
I love you and want you to be at my side.

It can be:
- someone trying to access your account
- DeviantArt doing shit or account not really deleted or something automated
- a scam... maybe the mail isn't the real DeviantArt one
.....

You could end up with drawing all your headmates... or how they interact together.

You're lucky to have great friends...

I don't deserve it and nothing would happen... I know myself.

Just be happy...