Jarvis, I hope the calculations were correct, babe

jarvis, jork it a little babe

happy jirachi day #ジラーチ星祭 #pixelart #ドット絵

why is a hopeless romantic like me wanting something casual?
it never works and it won’t ever.

I don’t know if it’s the lack of sleep, lack of eating or my anxiety or starting work but my medication are just not working anymore. I’ve been feeling so fucking depressed. Things will be simpler if I wasn’t here.

it’s embarrassing to say but I’d run to you in a heartbeat. It’s a good thing we are not talking anymore. Though I do miss you from time to time. I know you don’t share these feelings and I don’t want you too.

my overall health has been better, but when I’m not suffering I think that I don’t deserve these moments or I think “why don’t I feel anxious?” I start to overthink and panic instead of feeling happy and proud of myself

I’ve been thinking about my life and how shitty it is.. I wonder what’ve been like if I had a supportive family and friends. Things would be different, I would’ve followed my dreams right out of high school. My dad wouldn’t have to work while having cancer, my mom wouldn’t have to worry about money

why do I always see you in my dreams? I feel like you’ve came to haunt me, to punish me for letting go of you. Why do I love you, why do I crave you to hold me? I still love you, even when I removed every thought of you. Pieces of you still linger. I hate you

seca mis lágrimas y cántame una canción. Esta podría ser nuestra última despedida.

I want to be normal. I want to meet people and go out and have fun. I want to wear cute clothes. I want to see my friends and family. No one ever understands

I want people to understand me, it’s hard. I don’t want to keep explaining myself over and over without them even trying to understand