Radical optimism was just so lackluster compared to her past work, the whole weird shift from Houdini to the new concept of the album was just so odd

I had to pause like every 5 minutes and had to turn it off bc I had a panic attack, but finished it and omfg was worth it

I want to see it just to laugh at it. Maybe it will be good, but I cannot get over the fact that it is 2hours and 40 minutes and ends with defying gravity…