and everyone else is just the main friend group, or party group, and im just there, always in the background of every group, not fully involved with them, and i just feel like if i went away and wasnt here that nothing would change for everyone, i feel like i dont exist at all or matter (2/2)

i just odnt feel welcome anywhere and just seeing people i feel off aobut interact with eachother makes me feel off so its making me question if it really would matter if i just vanished from the internet

but hopefully i can eventually get through it, im unsure, many many things of which some i dont even dare say here, but ill be fine mayhaps, maybe, potentially, perhams, ham, ham, yum yum, i dont know what im typing anymore sue me LOL
thankyou for your insightful words of wisdom🔥🔥🔥🔥(3/3)

i definitely need to get better for sure with sleep schedules, probably not helping me NOT feel depressed by staying up so much, i type these messages with my head drooping (send help)

stacked factors make it hard for me to force myself to sleep sadly (2/3)

oh god when you say for more than a decade i cant even REMEMBER THAT FAR BACK i literally have no idea how old you are LOL 😭

its definitely got a lot of complexities, dont think sugar can get me because i literally physically cant just go for it any time LOL (1/3)