I DO get into "hard voring enemies" too thats what teh whole ecoterrorist nature warrior WoD interpretation of werewolf appeals to me for. I get to eat tech bros!

but I'm too sadomasochistic to not also see gore as...this is what romance is...let's tear each other's organs out forever and ever~♡

if I like a fictional character's design or personality even slightly I am fantasizing about terrible/disgusting things happening to them and/or them torturing me really bad every day

plz keep this in mind before showing me media with brooding animal characters that hold weapons that make me hard

for good reason tho..I do regret revealing ext1 as basically a zeraora recolor when it should've just been a legit original original character. even just because I'm better at/fonder of less derivative creative work. current lean for ext1 is "thing that feels like would be an electric lemur pokemon"

have a habit of spending way too long designing characters before letting anyone see them and then losing interest once i'm ready to get art of them lmao

this is going to happen and then in 2027 I will become a random obscure grotesque video game monster enemy from a 3DO game or something

it makes me inspired, because i actually do not currently have the guts to be open about a lot of why i am how i am in most spots. seeing you candidly express "this used to happen to me. drawing characters doing this in response has made me happier." makes me feel i could express thru art this way

I've always wanted to say. a big reason I find a lot of meaning in your art & bluesky is because you take the time to talk about how it relates to the not-always-pleasant things in your life.

I wouldn't have fathomed a lot of the nuances in why you draw what you draw, and it's rare to get to learn.