thinking again about the time my dad saw her out and about in the city purely by chance. he said she looked like she was getting better, and he was proud of her. and now theyre both gone way too soon.

it all went downhill at 16...thats such a young age for schizo-affective to start showing signs. she was so young and it terrifies me that the girl closest to my age in my family had her life utterly destroyed by it. it feels like she never had a chance

looking into my real big bejeweled extravagant golden gilded magic mirror when i say this but thats unrelated

yeah its been a case by case basis talking to her so far and i think i just need to let myself Do Less augh
that is a good way to phrase it though and i will use that wording next time i ask for help

i am not crab in bucket

like yes LOGICALLY, JUSTIFIABLY, i should clean the whole kitchen cus I SAID I WOULD. AND SO I DID!
HOWEVER, if i hear another woomy im g *blasted by divine arrows* Peace and Love, Earthlings

hopefully i do well at ANW (i have a soft goal of 4k...) and can catch up on everything in january....would be nice to have 1 month that i can ACTUALLY take off

credit card, cats, teeth, bills, restocks, fursuit head deposit. waugh

we are already so proud of you!

that and the working forever

i am pretty happy with where im at as a communicator now, and its nice to see how much weve influenced eachother positively there