when your sense of self is shaken, at your core, it's harder to do anything that you once did w/o much thought. i get tripped up or taken off guard by things i should've anticipated, way more often. gone is the anxious perfectionist, i get embarrassment from verifiably fucking up, now.

you love pokemon, tarot and tabletop games, it was only a matter of time....

i'm actually flabbergasted? like. where does that even leave things...is everything just cornered by HL & michael's?