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@inkwellsystem.bsky.social
it/he ✎ 23 ✎ artist, writer, chronic illness haver ✎ toxic yaoi enjoyer ✎ horror enthusiast
AAA TYSMMM 🥺💞
February 25, 2025 at 9:12 PM
hes literally me if i never got into treatment for my npd LMAO
February 25, 2025 at 2:34 AM
i didnt want to assume but yeah the way certain things were described i was like damn... hope u r okay 😭 ik im just an internet stranger but if u ever need to talk im here to listen ! we survivors gotta stick together fr
February 25, 2025 at 2:29 AM
YES YES DELICIOUS !!!
is jimmy going to be self aware abt the fact that he's abusing her? i tend to characterize him as having a few scattered moments of self-awareness & remorse, but he's usually just weaving more n more elaborate excuses to justify everything (so much so that he deceives himself)
February 25, 2025 at 2:26 AM
+ abt his own issues for the first time, something to garner sympathy and make the reader realize just how hard it is for anya to leave? but ofc its ur story hehe c:
February 25, 2025 at 1:53 AM
and like i could be projecting my own experiences onto what youve written, but it reminds me of my first relationship and how i would say yes to anything simply because that was safer than upsetting him by saying no.... hrhgjfjh
i kinda want to see jimmy being genuine and sweet, maybe opening up +
February 25, 2025 at 1:53 AM
ooo good question,, I'll leave a more in depth comment on ao3 when i have the words but -
the way anya convinces herself that she deserves it, even though to outsiders it's absurd to think that, all because it's easier to blame yourself than to acknowledge there's no deeper meaning behind the abuse
February 25, 2025 at 1:49 AM
some headcanons:
- he was a streamer and model before joining the Circus (think finnster-style content)
- he has crippling HPD and his profession fed into that, leading to dramatic mood swings any time his viewership dropped
- he got so used to being on camera that he has delusions abt being watched
February 25, 2025 at 1:20 AM
i just finished it... 👁️👁️
its so fucking good dude and it hit wayyy too close to home at points, but that just means it's powerful writing :3 im so excited to see where u take it AAA
February 21, 2025 at 6:50 AM
YIPPEE thank u for the food 🙏 ill read it rn >:3c
February 20, 2025 at 8:24 PM
LETS FUCKING GO ‼️
February 20, 2025 at 8:17 PM
waitwaitwait . have u posted any of the jimanya yet 👀
February 20, 2025 at 8:15 PM