ruminating on this & my own life-circumstances is only upsetting me more

their mailing list! jordan's also done recent interviews mentioning working on new music :)

is how i personally would characterize it but we all know (i say to the blue void) how i feel about friendship, and i don't know if developing the relationship further is even possible in its current state :/ ugh, relationship manipulation is so much easier IRL

la dispute is ALSO releasing an album this year. levels of "back" at unprecedented levels

but a reality lived inside my head. tricks and tropes to toe the line, suppress the crazies and appease the swine. screw their psycho-ology—but i can't live without their lies, the infrastructure they sell to make things seem wise. trapped & lost inside their maze, my body a victim for the mage...

As Yet Unseen, becoming Known to one's eyes as we spiral deeper into rabbitholes. twist it, wind it back around, cohesive weaving, wear it like a scarf around your neck. they'll never understand why i wear my Heart on my Sleeve, put it in a book and blame it on the leaves. a textbook marked with DSM

a project propped up on piles of pennies, 'til it all comes crumbling down...inner corruption, justice for the social construction, social constriction, they make it all make sense and it's nonsense!! they don't see the true reality, the buzzing deep&above it all, the Light spilling from a plane

greater than Adams—Our Monad Materializing Monomers, buzzing before your very eyes. a filmic overlay running as deep as veins, the only way it can come forward into your neurons, the only way it can make halfway-houses into a proper profit, the only way anything can fucking exist anymore!