I already have very elaborate ideas on what kind of skaters ruikasa and some other pjsk ppl will be but I’m struggling a bit on nene (other than I really wanna write her well as she’s my oshi I cannot think of how to portray her initial performance fright yet and I want it to be impactful

this is why i hate venting like grown ass woman just talking to the wall. unfortunately im the common denominator of most of my problems

but they always leave don't they. no one is irreplaceable to anyone. reset before it hurts and it will still hurt. but at least you will hurt with ur face heart and body intact. you think you have given your all but you forget too much. or it's true, you don't care enough. that's why you deserved it

sometimes I think about the Experience of being friends with me and i genuinely don't understand why there're ones who still stuck by my side. genuinely flabbergasted. im like the worst friend ever who only takes and takes and im starting to not even giving my most worthless contribute (time) enough

i kinda dgaf about the og characters but I just like the part where he couldn’t ask his star to stay, not with his terrible flawed side

also the first time feeling compassion part is also very rui towards tsukasa. except that making it straight up an AU doesn’t work bcz tsukasa will never pity rui

tangent but I still need to find a way to draw kuroo as ikuto and kenma as utau especially the crop top outfit and cat ears for kuroo

oikawa skates to a dramatic rendition of tosca and wins worlds at age 25. i haven't decided whether i'm making him change nationality to canadian yet.