Yeah well they can get in line because I call dibs./joke

Bonus points if I can also have Fujiko and Zenigata pleeeeaaassseee. 👏 I wanna stay in Fujiko's boobs that's gonna be my happy place.

I also almost posted this on my main account and I would've died lmaaaoo

YEAH it's like anxiety inducing. I had some bad experiences as a teenager in anime fandom that still hasn't left my dang mind even though I'm trying to throw it away.

This also isn't specified at anyone and I know it ain't cool to ever talk about this stuff so I apologize but I just sometime wanna scream into the sky I'm sorry I don't respond to people or I'm sorry I haven't said a thing yet. I want to be better at it aaaggh

Maybe it's the autism and anxiety combo but my brain says if someone doesn't like you respect it and NEVER ever go into their spaces. But I also want to start complimenting people because a lot of people's art has inspired me in the Lupin fandom and I wanna be supportive of tons of people.

But like if you just decide to stay in your lane and be quiet and just post art then bounce then how are you ever going to meet people that do like your vibe.

That's how I always felt in anime fandom and I want to tell so many people I love their works (fics and art) but I get so nervous about it.