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Monday Nov 10: 161/240

God.
I love your shapes and colors.

I audibly gasped

There's several around the world, I think!
(But I was very happy to see this one.)

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All of these things, the tests, the specialists, the surgeries, the meds, cost money. SO MUCH MONEY.

Even with the insurance.

I might have even had a meager savings, had it not been for this bullshit. But thanks, Brad.

Wait.
I take it back.

I don't have 'fuck all' to show for it. I am now minus 1 gallbladder, and 1 thyroid. Both problems were discovered on this journey, but crucially do not fix the overarching problem.

(Also, when they take your thyroid, you get to be on meds the rest of your natural life.)

You are so real for this

Stampy helped.

I mean.
It SEEMED funny.

When I was twelve.