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I had one of the worst replace dreams I’ve ever had. It was so real and I was like oh my god I literally had one month left until a year and I seriously fucked it up
December 11, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Devon texted me the weirdest shit at 3am that man is on drugs!!!!!! This makes me feel less crazy. None of that whole thing had anything to do with me. That man is not well and he’s definitely having a drug and alcohol issue. I’m glad I cut things off early on.
December 11, 2025 at 12:59 PM
That was the best h**d I’ve ever gotten. From a 26 yr old. Good for him! I told him and he seemed surprised. Tbh he was just very attentive like it’s not really skill it’s just paying attention to what the person likes. Men are usually bad at paying attention even when you literally TELL THEM
December 11, 2025 at 4:11 AM
Michael who. See it worked.
December 11, 2025 at 3:34 AM
Therapy was helpful and I feel powerful again. I am in control.
December 10, 2025 at 9:09 PM
This strategy might not work but I feel powerful and it feels like the best thing to do for now.
December 10, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Two weeks since Michael I need to fuck someone else as soon as fucking possible omg
December 10, 2025 at 3:10 AM
Time is going extra fast as it always does in December but omg
December 10, 2025 at 2:38 AM
This makes me hopeful that he will also have a NYE party. Like that would be a perfect way to spend my night.
December 10, 2025 at 2:23 AM
I’m so excited for this party!!!!!! Even if I go alone I’m so excited. I actually kinda want to go alone bc then I only have to worry about me having a good time lol. Also then I can focus on being flirty just for fun. I’m going to look so HOT.
December 10, 2025 at 2:21 AM
My nose is extra crazy today omg I’m being assaulted by smells
December 10, 2025 at 2:20 AM
I haven’t been a whore yet this week!! I’ve been sleeping instead lol good for me
December 10, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Josh better follow thru this week bc I haven’t had sex since Michael and I know that’s actually kinda on purpose and that’s bad like I need someone else to touch me I need to not like him too much 🥲
December 8, 2025 at 1:44 AM
Reposted
tomROrow
December 4, 2025 at 5:40 AM
Rly fckn pumped to not be at work rn
December 5, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I am
Suffering
December 3, 2025 at 2:22 AM
It’s dumb that we put weight on holidays bc they really are just any other day but also there’s nothing I can do about my body and brain having a visceral response to seeing “NYE”
December 2, 2025 at 8:32 AM
I have no energy how am I supposed to go do work omg there is sm to do I’m gonna complain forever
December 1, 2025 at 2:37 PM
Sleepy! Go to sleep!
November 30, 2025 at 6:55 AM
5 booty calls. I have no interest.
November 30, 2025 at 3:41 AM
Have I truly worked on/improved upon my obsessive thinking or am I just spreading my obsessive thinking around more lmaoooo
November 30, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I cannot believe all the hot lesbians ?!?! It’s like night and day wtf lol
November 30, 2025 at 12:36 AM
And it’s freezing in here I have to call about the heat again omg I’d rather just be paying for this
November 30, 2025 at 12:33 AM
Still have not eaten
November 30, 2025 at 12:32 AM
idek wtf happened this week tbh
November 29, 2025 at 10:28 PM