January 10, 2026. Still waiting for my stipend to be released and my orientation this January 22. My day's all the same, and I hope no bad things may ever happen.

January 9, 2026. Same shit, same thing again. And unfortunately, still alive.

January 8, 2026. Alive, unfortunately.

Okay, so today felt so ordinary, tho I'm thankful that nothing crazy happened. All I'm doing rn is waiting for things I'm looking forward to. They say that patience is a virtue, and I got no choice but to do so.

Hi. It's the 6th of January and my day so far has been okay. Got a bit stressed with my delivery parcels but before the day ended, I was able to fix it. Had delicious kamote and pancit, and saw my cousin as he visited us. It's been good and i just hope I receive my stipend soon.

Finally the d-day! Done prepping the place, and will eat right after this. I'm nervous, but I'm trying not to. I hope I'll be able to stay calm throughout the interview, no matter what may happen. Goodluck to me.

4th of January and my day's a bit okay. Kind of nervous cause I'll have my job interview tomorrow and I don't wanna mess this up and I can't afford to make mistakes anymore. Finger's crossed.

I wanna start the year by rewatching my kamioshi and my fave streams of his. I love this event and I love his character here. Clifford Rolexus is my favorite rp charac of his and I just can't help but rewatch it again and again. Hoping this'll make me feel good before my job interview this monday.

2nd day of 2026 and the company i've sent my resume and application letter to finally contacted me. I'll be having an online interview this monday at 11AM. I hope I finally get the job.

Happy New Year, everyone!

It's the first day of 2026. I hope things become better throughout the year. For now, I'll have to rest my ever so exhausted self. I'm tired.

Last day of 2025, 19 minutes till 2026. And I feel so shitty. I don't wanna go through life anymore. Can i just d!e?