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January 14, 2025 at 8:12 PM
/ further information planned for this account.

NSFW details, lewd withheld as i do not plan to ship this oc due to peoples flippy nature on this site. main themes will be trauma/anxiety, social ostracization, addiction && self loathe. i implore you to unfollow if you wish to avoid seeing these.
January 14, 2025 at 2:55 AM
tags: #ocrp, #mvrp
January 14, 2025 at 2:42 AM
oh, and of course, feel free to dm me! i plan to be writing more on discord (mainly by myself, not with anyone in particular.) to keep myself from getting rusty, so you're free to ask for my user!
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
then i guess i must have meant something too.

with all that out of the way, i want to say goodbye to you all as the person i am now, for the person i will be when i show myself next will not be the same. life is not what we make of it, but what we decide to see in what we have made.
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
but i wanted to say to anyone that even replied to me just once when i was writing, you are amazing. some of my greatest friends have been made due to my foray into roleplaying, and so i don't want anyone to not realize just how awesome they are. and if you took the time to read this whole thread,
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
disappointing people that really shackles me when it counts, so i think it hinders me as well when i want to be active.

in conclusion, i still don't know what will happen to this account. i might come back slowly, i might come back at once, i might leave it to rot, i might deactivate it.
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
meshes too well with writing, my cowardice. too often i see other people who i've followed or have followed me or we follow each other, just doing their thing and i think i should write something with them, but i just don't have the guts to say anything. i have an innate fear of annoying/
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
such a nice release, i just wish i had enough consistency, y'know? it's too often that i find myself avoiding getting on this account because i know i'll just get depressed at not having anything to write just waiting for me.

which brings up another aspect of my current self that i dont think
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
i feel like my mind is meant for these things. i can think up beautiful, well written stories in my head, but putting them into words on a screen is harder than talking out my feelings to others, which if you know me says a lot.

being able to kind of write someone who is me, but isnt me has been
January 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
/ this is stupid cus i cant even make a layout for it if i wanted to
December 31, 2024 at 6:33 AM